Gosh .. i am not going to book out for the next week end.. going to tekong again.. lol .. ok .. it's going to take a 12 days before i can be out with my frens.. who cares.. i have nothing to do when i am out anyway .. just finish up my ns ba...

Hmm... lost around 50 bucks during this chinese new year.. but meet quite a number of ppl.. have quite a lot of fun actually.. so doesn't really matter la .. yesterday was my mum and sister birthday.. bought an expensive watch for my mum .. haha.. she was happy.. we went to chinatown and have korean cuisine.. that was my first time having korean food.. lol.. dun really know to appreciate.. haha..

hmmm..i really dunno how shud i react after she tag me and say that i can move on.. if all my frens say this to me is normal.. but it came from her.. telling me she has move on and i can do it too.. wad the hell rite.. how hurtful it is .. but when i saw it ... i was feeling ok .. not really hurt.. coz i know i can't possibly get anything from this relationship anymore..

am i waiting or am i just living my life? i dunno.. all i know is that i am always thinking of her every night.. even if i dun wan to but it just happens.. and there is no way i can control it.. all i can do is force myself to just slp .. well.. this may be the process of letting go i guess.. i really dunno.. i still love her .. but nothing can be done la

-zW- =)

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!