Sorry for not posting for quite some time.. din have much time to blog when i book out..
was usually in camp u see.. haha...



hmmm.. these posting.. it's going be about the songs i listen everynight in camp..
these songs, contain the lyrics that represent how i feel... or what i want to say to baby..



baby i miss you
Beyonce Knowles - If I Were A Boy


It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

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Avril Lavigne When You're Gone

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

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Elliott Yamin Wait for You

probably the whole song!
but this are the words from the lyrics which coincide with my heart

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else I can do
don´t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I´m fine it just ain´t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I´ll wait for you

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Jonas BrothersWhen you Look me in the Eyes

How long will I be waiting,

To Be With You Again?

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.

When I hold you in my arms, I know that its forever, I just gotta let you know, I never wanna let you go,

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Finally, this song.. yea.. what else, it's the most played in my ipod..
Secondhand Serenade It's Not Over

the whole song just reminds me how regret i am .. how i wish things aren't over... how i wish baby will come back to me..

i still love her , in fact, after all these months, i realised that she's the only one.. i am waiting for that second chance..

-zW- i love you.. so so much still..

Gosh .. i am not going to book out for the next week end.. going to tekong again.. lol .. ok .. it's going to take a 12 days before i can be out with my frens.. who cares.. i have nothing to do when i am out anyway .. just finish up my ns ba...

Hmm... lost around 50 bucks during this chinese new year.. but meet quite a number of ppl.. have quite a lot of fun actually.. so doesn't really matter la .. yesterday was my mum and sister birthday.. bought an expensive watch for my mum .. haha.. she was happy.. we went to chinatown and have korean cuisine.. that was my first time having korean food.. lol.. dun really know to appreciate.. haha..

hmmm..i really dunno how shud i react after she tag me and say that i can move on.. if all my frens say this to me is normal.. but it came from her.. telling me she has move on and i can do it too.. wad the hell rite.. how hurtful it is .. but when i saw it ... i was feeling ok .. not really hurt.. coz i know i can't possibly get anything from this relationship anymore..

am i waiting or am i just living my life? i dunno.. all i know is that i am always thinking of her every night.. even if i dun wan to but it just happens.. and there is no way i can control it.. all i can do is force myself to just slp .. well.. this may be the process of letting go i guess.. i really dunno.. i still love her .. but nothing can be done la

-zW- =)

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!