.Thursday, October 09, 2008 ' 1:07 AM Y
pon...and...zi
this going be my last post.. for at least 2 weeks..
yes.. i am going in army tml.. nothing that i can do to change the fact..
glad to meet up my best frens..
darwin, wen hao, alan, wei siong, jin hong
my sisters
kai xin, steph, xin yi, steph, min feng, chun hui
yea.. thanks for coming.. thanks for all of ur companion.. i appreaciate it..
well.. she found out that i like her.. she suddenly sms me and ask me whether do i like her or not.
i told her yes..
she den tell me that she doesn't wan to step into another relationship rite now.. plus she was afraid that it will end up and gary and her..
whatever she says. i expected it.. i dun expected her to be with me.. if she does, it just shows that she is taking me as a subsititute perherps. i glad she din..
however, she lets me to continue loving her.. juz like what i have been doing.. i am glad things is going this way .. at least she din juz end my feeling.. she just dun wanna give me false hopes..
i mean.. nobody is going to know what's going to happen in future.. mayb we will still remain like what we are now, or being rejected by her.. or mayb being together.. nobody knows... but at least i still have the right to love her, be there for her.. care for her as always.. i am still hopeful of being with her.. but it doesn't matter what's the ending going to be like.. i am going to juz enjoy the process.. the companionship.. the care and concern i get from her.. the way of me loving her.. making her smile.. being there for her when she needs..
i saw this phrase from a email.. i was tinking abt it and yea.. it's quite true..
能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。
few more hours and i am going to book in.. i am not afraid of going in. so as it is then..
though u can't see this but yea
joyce,
thanks for settlting my heart before i goes in army.. at least i won't be thinking too much i guess..
thanks for being there... thanks for the concern u shown me.. thanks for the time we had.. and finally , thanks for letting me loving u ..
i just wan that smile on ur face, i want u to be happy, even if it is without me.. u derserve to be happy.. since i have fall in love with u , it's out of my own accord to care for u .. make u happy.. hopefully i am doing it.
really just wan u to take care and stay happy as always..
off to tekong!
