.Friday, September 12, 2008 ' 12:48 AM Y
pon...and...zi
In less than a month, i will be going in for army..
Yea, getting a bit emo here.. i am absolutely fine with going in army but with the problems currently in hand. i am afraid that i will soon be suffering..
There are many choices in life... which one to choose and which one not to is not as easier as 1+1
i'm really troubled.. so many choices in front of me.. but none seems favourable
one of the road , isn't fruitful at all at the back of the road.
one of the road, totally not easy to walk as i do not know what's at the end
one of the road, which is making a U-turn but knowing things will never change
one of the road, walking alone admiring the scenery but can't take a part of it.
lastly, should i just walk onto a road which doesn't need an ending.
after so much , i tink it's really time to make a decision. i dun wanna carry this problem on my back anymore. i dun wan to behave so selfish anymore. i have walk onto the wrong path, hurting all the people in process.
i shud just stop all the nonsense, not pulling them down with me.
Since, i am going in army, i dun tink i am being fair to anyone if i were to continue.
i deserve to bear this consequences. i deserve to suffer this ending. i dun wan to let it affect anyone anymore.
-YzW- why did i choose that path which i know was never the right one
