i'm feeling so troubled rite now..

i got myself into a situation.. one that i never want to enter..

i just want a simple life..

why are people in my life making so difficult for me..

why can't i be selfish and hack care abt all of u ...

why do i have to put all of u infront of myself..

why issit that i need to take the hit instead of u ppl..

there's no much explaination.. but.. i just love u ppl more than myself..
i always want to get the best for u ppl.. i want u ppl to live ur life meaningfully..
but i dunno how much can i hold on..
all of u are my love ones..
those that i can give my life for..
i just want to pray to God that you guys can treasure your lives..
live it the correct way.. stay happy.. the smile on all ur faces always makes me feel that i have accomplish my goal of enhancing all of ur lives..
but human nature is just so cruel.. all of u always expect more..
i dunno how much more i can offer.. i may collapse one day..
i don't even know whether my happiness have been rob..
i am not an angel.
i am not a genius.
i have countless problem in my head as well.

i have been always acting strong in front of everyone.
coz i always believe that i can solve every single problem that comes to me.
but sometimes i wonder am i being too strong-headed..
am i actually a weak person which just try to be strong.
i feel weak at times.. times when i feel that i am just standing beside the cliff.
life is full of choices.. and i have made lots and lots of decisive choices..
but there is always more to come.

can i really take it? i just wants to clear my mind. live like a small children with no problems.
but i know it's impossible..
i will hold on..
i believe in myself.
so all my love ones. believe in me.

-YzW- believe

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!