.Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' 1:36 AM Y
pon...and...zi
Yes, finally counting down the days i will be free from attachment.
Some ask why do u feel so want to leave the organisation.
It's not because of the Hotel, it's not because of the people there.
It's because i believe i deserve to have a long break for my life.
I wasn't able to put in my desire and passion towards working at raffles. As i know i have NS coming up next. i really wish that i can enjoy my teens life while i still can.
25th of June. Last day of work. Then it shall be my holidays! i am going to Bangkok with baby den i will be going genting with my buddies. I want to enjoy to the fullest. really, after 2 and a half years of studying, 9 months of attachment where u only get 1 off day a week, shouldn't i be allow to enjoy before going to army.? no one should argue against me!
Well, people work hard for money. but neglected the times with their closest ones. i dun understand why this world is making people work so hard, and only be able to go holiday for once or twice a year. while some other people have the money to go wherever they want whenever they want. different life perherps.
I miss my baby now.. she called me but i failed to answer the phone. guess she must be feeling lonely. how i wish i can be by her side right now. but i still love my family. i needed to be home.
baby, sometimes i mood swing very fast doesn't mean i am angry with you... it's just that i need ur attention. being the thick skin of me.. usually do it the indirect way. but no matter what , u r my most lovely darling.
you lost your wallet, i feel so depressed.. u r my next closest person and i feel so bad when u lose it, cos somehow i know i did not check for u.. i dun wan anything bad or sad that goes into ur life. i always pray for happiness for u .. even if i doesn't involve me.. coz i know i love u more than anything else.. =)
well.. oreo making my eyes soar again.. argh.. now i have anti allergy medicine and eye drops.. humpf... see who win! lol.. no matter what.. i wun wan to sell u away.. coz u can bring happiness and companion to my baby..
-zW- work work work and HOLIDAY! 30 days left!
