Oh well, being one of my closest frens.. u actually lied to me.. if u think lying to me is better than telling me the truth , u r wrong. i thot u understand me after such a long friendship.

u see, when ppl lie to me.. is not tt i dunno.. is just i dun wan to expose it.. yea, mayb some lies i really dunno and believe it, but most of time i know but just let it be..

ppl who understand me knows that lying to me is a stupid thing to do.. coz eventually things will go bad when i find out.. yea , i rather u juz tell me the truth , and let me accept it, den u lie to me and den i found out. consequences is worse ..

for those who dunno, i am a person, be it the truth or the lie, i will get either depress or angry at first. when u tell me thr truth.. yes , truth hurts. but bear in mind tt i am a person who can accept and digest things within minutes.. give me some time to accept it and i will be fine..

however, if u lied to me and den i found out, its not the issue that i will be frustrated abt, but the thought of u lying to me makes me feel disappointed.

In relationship , there must be trust, understanding and be transparant. however, we are talking abt friendship now.. couldn't it be the same. I know some of u have a reason for lying. but be it white lies or wad , pls let me know the truth. let me accept it.

hmmm.. mayb ppl who read this post will be taken back and get scared.. haha.. but just want to let u know , i can be a simple person . everyone likes the funny and comedy zhengway isn't it? i like it myself too , so dun let me enter the mood whereby i become quiet and make me think. coz i will end up thinking a lot.

As for u , i tink this friendship doesn't mean much to u, u actually 'betray' me just like THAT. i try to accept it, but u keep lying to me, i see no point. ppl actually tells me that u did it coz u thot i wouldn't find out. hmmm.. it's not the end of our friendship , but give me time to see what need to be done k? we have such a long friendship, i dun wan to see it end just like tt.. but pls understand me too k? u r still one of my close fren =) . actually i dun buy the word 'sorry' easily. so no point telling me, only when u understand where i am coming from den i will not be angry.
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'sorry' this word can only be use by my baby! haha.. but i dun tink she will do anything wrong towards me.. so i dun tink she will need to use this word .. haha.. speaking of her,
Hmm .. wondering what my baby is doing.. must be busy with her presentation and stuff.. i felt guilty of making u cry yesterday . mayb i probe too much .. but at least i know what's happening?

baby , if u read this post, u better not lie to me too .. haha.. i will be sad.. it's ok if u dun feel like telling me things, tell me when u find the time is right, we still have a long way to go! it's better than telling me stories..

hais.. think ppl who read this post dun dare to talk to me le.. die.. mayb i am too moody to care ba.. are u all thinkin 'wah , zhengway like tt one ar! so scary' . mayb i am scary .. =( .. but seriously no one likes the feeling of being decieved rite? white lies are ok .. but not to the extend whereby white lies become black!

dunno la.. tink i'll just let it be.. guess i am like tt.. hais..

hmm . today Pearly birthday
Happy Birthday!
see ya later!

-YzW- i don't like to think so much either..

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!