Hmm .. u guys must be wondering why i am troubled.. i dunno either... mayb i am just thinking too much..

so what's the issue about..? is just that i am afraid to become the old self of me.. where by i become selfish again .. and did not care abt her feelings.. i dun wan to become the old self of me.. but the signs are showing mayb .

she was tired yet i ask her to accompany me longer.. hais.. such a wrong thing to do .. i shud have let her go home and rest.. am i being selfish ? i guess i am .. think i have to tell myself to be a understanding bf.. i love her.. but mayb i just do not know how to understand my gf.. i need to i know.. i'll try ..

wonder sometimes am i forcing her to do things ... i dun wish that to happen .. all i want is my gf to feel happy.. feel comfortable with me.. if i am forcing her to do things she dun feel like doing.. tt shows that i am not attaining my objective.

i guess sometimes is i miss her too much , tt's why i really want to spend more times with her. i know we have umpteen time in the future.. but i really wish to spend all my time with her.. not considering the fact that she got so much things to do.. yet i still occupy her time. i have to tell myself i need to understand her..

i suppose i have acheive my goal of trusting my gf.. compare to last time, i dun really probe much into what she does.. i trust her.. but when come to the understanding part.. i tink i really need to tell myself to be understandin.. yes.. it's hard to understand someone.. but i will try my best coz i really cherish this relationship so much . for her and myself.. i know need to do it..

dear.. just wanna tell u i'm sorry .. u were tired yet u have to accompany me.. pls forgive the selfish me.. i will try my best to understand u better k ! =)

-YzW- u r my baby always..

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!