well well well.. manage to find some time to blog.. haha.. damn tired.. just came back from work.. well .. is like two weeks in banquet and i am getting stronger.. lol... those ppl who work banquet shud know.. haha..

anyway .. so much so .. wanna talk abt myself in terms of relationships...

been tinking of whether i shud go on with this particular gal .. or open doors for others.. however, this few made me realise something.. i am not a very easy guy to be with.. i realise that after i learn my lesson of being a bastard last time.. i am now more concern abt who i am going to be with.. so what does this mean..

i will not want to hurt any gals by giving false hopes to them .. tt's why when i find myself and the gal not gel. i will not take anymore steps..

i am a DA NAN REN type of guy.. i dun like to be control.. dun like to be told by my gal what to do.. dun like sensitive gals.. i like gals who know how to take care of themselves. not entirely i mean .. i wil shower her with care and concern but certain things only comes to a limit.. this is more of what i am .. if gals can tolerate or shud i say able to accomodate my style.. this way .. i feel relax and love and be love by her.. this is more of what i wan .. mayb i am asking too much .. but if a gal aren't able to do tt.. i rather not take the relationship down as i forsee break-up sooner or later.. let me be who i am .. mayb tt's why i am single for quite long.. lol...

but one thing i need to point out.. for tt particular gal .. whom i have love for so long.. i dun mind being not myself to be with.. mayb tt's when i am able to lower down my requirements.. but i tink .. this offer is only for her... nobody else.. but who knows which gal can come in and change my life.. but so far.. none can be comparable to her.. =)

i admit i dun dare to go for her again .. coz i scare rejection is again the same result.. is too hard for me to take.. even to think abt it.. i will feel devastated.. not sure wad i shud do with this case.. but one thing for sure.. i am not going to be attach this soon.. haha.. yea.. being attach is what i may wish for .. but only with the correct gal .. tt's my aim .. looking for long relationship rather than a one time off thing.. haha ..

some of u may think i am asking too much of myself.. but hey . .tink of the other side.. it's good tt now i care abt the feelings of other parties.. i know i need to do that.. =)

comments?

going to slp lo .. dying from fatigue.. loll... take care everyone...

-YzW- chiong bqt ar!

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!