=) A Success Trip!

Haha.. so much to talk !

Who: Me , Jiting, Lianhong, Zhenguang, Weisiong, Jason, Shiwei, Guansoon, Darwin, Wenhao, Jonathan, Alan, Jinhong

Yes. 13 of us went to genting for a 4D3N trip. Haha..

1st Day

All of met at IMM mcdonald and have a quick breakfast.. den we set off on the bus to KL .
After 5 hours, we reach KL and took a 3 cabs up to genting! So when we reach genting, we went to check in into the 'Theme Park Hotel'

Suprisingly, the rooms that i book was damn big !! Big till 13 of us can squeeze into one. I booked 2 big one small. The small was the usual one, but the big was family suite! haha.

After that we unpack and get ready to enjoy ourselves at Genting! Firstly, we went to First world to have our dinner, and it was expensive and not delicious at all. But bo bian , so after that we went to see the movie times for arragon. Unfortunately, no seats were left. Jona was sad.. haha.. So we walk around and went to the usual shops again. Haha.. so walk walk walk , went to lots of shops, try lots of different thing and finally we settle down at the rock climbing section again. However, this time i was not the one climbing! it was Lianhong(Leonx) vs Jonathan!

Eventually , leonx won .. haha... too bad jonathan , he gave up half way. So off we went off the rock climbing area and we saw a choir in christmas costume, including santa claus. They were ready to Sing! so we DI SIAO as usual. They start off with the song Santa coming to town. So 13 of us, none of us know how the lyrics go except for the part ' Santa Clause is coming to town' So for that section we sing along LOUDLY , and everyone was laughing and enjoying, of coz we ourselves feel great and not embarressed at all . Rather proud actually.

After that we went to starbucks and guess who i saw! Nicole! haha.. the girl that we met last year. Haha.. she's still there. But she's not off work till 5 on monday, so we tell her we come back tml. Off we went back to the hotel. I was so cold when we were walking outdoor, Darwin even took off his shirt. lol .. Damn cute la he.. haha.. good that he came along. Bring more laughter man .. aha.. So when we reach back , we start . ahem .. gambling? lol .. and blackjack, in between . And i was the big winner! lol .. cannot disclose the amt i won . So after that we went to walk again for supper? lol .. and eventually we found a area which sell Great Food at Cheap price. wOah .. Guess wad, is a niang tou fu stall haha.. and we enjoy eating there. And there is a convenirent shop there selling at lower rate than other shops . Though the area is not indoor, but is under a building and wet. But WHO CARES!!!

After that we went back to slp ...

-YzW - 2nd day of Genting trip update to be continue......

I tink i am ruining my life.. hais.. why ? i not sure.. i been spending time doing things i like but not very benificial to my future.. like wad? playing all day .. not improving myself but doing things tt just bring temporal entertainment to me.. I am afraid , come to tink of it, i should be more discipline about my life.. but no matter what, my playful part still took control of me. What can i do? i am afriad to get discipline coz eventually i may not be doing things i love to.

What's my aim in life? just earning myself certs and get a goof basic pay ? or aiming high in life and do well? i really do not know. Everyday seems like a day wasted when i tink about my future, but everyday seems to be wisely use when i tink of satisfaction. How? This is obviously a bad sign. It shows that i am not looking forward for my future which i should. No matter what, i feel irony about everything i do. Should i stop?

Another thing is she's always hovering around in my mind. I miss her, yet i do nothing to get her. Is not that i have not done anything before but is just tt i have no confidence in myself. Is already dampen to the lowest whereby it takes either a miracle or a very strong courage for me to pick myself up agin and win her hearrt... my buddies tells me to go for her.. but shud i? i am still holding back coz is hard for me to hear the same answer again from her. She's totally not interested in me. How to i win her heart, make a feel something abt me. Dun ask me to forget her, if i do forget her, it just temporary , coz the next thing i know, i still have lots of feelings for her.

Damn it, i am so depressed whenever i tink abt it, but i have no answer to this problem. I can't back out, neither can i go for it. This is so unbearable. Motivation and encouragement is much needed. Even if she can be my gf for a day, i am sure tt day will be the happiest dayof my 18 yrs. Some may tink i am stupid. why let go of the forest just becoz of this tree. Let me tell u that this tree is not just a tree , it values much more than the forest. It is a unique tree. A tree which i always feel comfortable and want to rest on . What does it take for me to do to get her habour feelings for me? i know i still need to live my life, and i am not living my life for her. but how wonderful it will be if she is in my life. It just like the rainbow complement with the sky. But right now, it's all dark clouds covering my sky.

By not thinking about it, i know i am just avoiding my relationship issues, and it will come back and haunt me. but after so long, no answers can be found. or mayb there is, whereby i will get hurt hurt so much that i lost my sense of love. Which may not be a good ending for me. how? if things aren't tt difficult, i would slp soundly everyday. hopeful for the ending to be a great one, just like fairy tale. But everyone know fairytale are just fiction. In reality, it takes more than just fairytale, need to over come obstacles and tribulations then u get what u want, further more, reality is cruel, after all the effort , u may end up with nothing. mayb just the process of pursuing. I dun wish to end up tt way.

-YzW- i need confidence to get the right answers!

Wo0o0oho0o0o.. It's holiday for me! A long awaited one.. yes... i am going to have fun for this one month man .. no matter what.. lol.. please dun stop me.! wahhahha .. Have made plans for this one month.. actually i predict that this one month will pass v fast.. why ? coz i oversea trip/christmas/new year. It's all one after another .. soon my sem starts again . lol.

Though i think my exams will not far better than my previous terms. But who cares! it's holiday and i should have fun ! hahah.. for 2006 .. shatec hasn't been kind holidays. This is only my first offical holiday in 2006. During march, there was ASIAN AEROSPACE! no holiday. During June, there was OUTLET ATTACHMENT! no holiday. during Sept, there was IMF WORLD BANK. no holiday . So! you should understand why i feel so happy now. lol .. no more stress... lol.. hmm ... in terms of school work la i mean. lol.

Anyway .. feel that i waste sat and sun.. lol .. not actually totally wasted.. but not as much fun as i expected. Was planning to MOS .. but too tired.. tink exhausted after the exams. Hmm.. dun care.. i wan to have fun this week .. Those who needs company! TEXT ME OR CALL ME.. lol .. though i still will consider. .lol ..

Hmm..most of my friends having exams now.. all the best foor them ba.. when ur holiday come.. let's enjoy together man !! Excited about my incoming genting trip. Though went last year but this year more ppl and more fun i guess..wahahah .. got ard 13 of us.. all boys.. lol =( no la.. guy i mean.. guy's outing.. .lol .. we will have fun!

Now inside my head v empty .. no more notes or projects to tink abt.. lol.. blank till dunno wad to do .. lol ... went to gym today with alan jinhong and the rest... wah.. we a;ll stretch and train man .. looks like i am going on tues also .. haha.. we training up our body.! yea .. look more man! wahahaha .. muz man man a bit.. dun still so small size.. give ppl bully.. lol ..

Hmm ... so so sad when i heard that one of my fren doubt me.. kaos.. so yuan wang lor.. hais.. dun feel like talking to her again .. say till i am such a ******* .. nvm .. lol. . haha .. hope she dun say or doubt me again ..

eh.. nothing much to blog le.. haha.. will update more regularly le.. haha.. so stay tune! sorri my blog always so wordy no picture one. coz i am one who dun like bringing camera ard.. haha ..

-YzW- Precious one month

Is time for exams again .. and there goes my brain juice again . have to work hard to maintain my GPA or even increase it if possible.. i hope so .. lol. .there are some modules that i am comfortable with but there are some which i need to work v hard to get the grades i want.

Monday- Saturday is my final term exams before i enter my one month holiday. Hope i can do well .. and not so stress la.. lol .. got lots of things to do .. project haven finish .. left one more.. which total add up to ard few thousand words. haha.. so this week will be a crucial week for me..

Today went to Yingling hse for steamboat.. went together with alan ben , jiting and zhenguang also not forgetting guansoon.. after that jason and lianhong came too .. when i reach yingling hse.. we were not ready for dinner yet.. haha.. den watch soccer 1st .. after that we went to eat dinner.. so hot man .. the steamboat steam keep coming my way.. and alan and jason block the fan ... -.-" ..

After we chat chat. steph and xinyi follow by shujun arrived.. xinyi still as bubbly and steph as usual except she hates her haircut? lol.. i din see anything bad abt her hair.. lol .. but she dislike it i tink . We went on watching more soccer matchess.. ending up at 4 den we decided to go home.. nothing much to do . me alan and lianhong took a cab.. and i told them shud be 7.50 dollar la.. den really 7.50.. den uncle ask me why i so zhun .. lol ..

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Anyway .. i still wondering shud i change my blogskin .. getting abit boring le. lol.. Johnny suggest some but i tink he need to use it so let him ba.. i still searching for some that suits me .. lol.. the problem is i dun even know what suits me.. so tt's hard to find yea? i dun wan emo skins.. nor sports skins.. just some casual and nice cool looking skin with my fav. colours.

Hm.. always feel that i dun understand my feelings.. that result me making lots of wrong decision. Sometimes is my perception which leads me making those wrong decisions. Worst still is when i know whats the outcome.. yet i still do it.. hais.. I know i am confuse abt my feelings.. but i know no matter what.. is always her that makes me feel i wan to be in love. but i tink falling in love is one thing and ending up with her is another. what i can do is enjoy the falling in love process? coz i know ending up with her will not happen so easily unless a miracle happen . or shud i say more than 1 miracle. just love her .. hais.. mayb i shud really get a emo skin .. =
Din know people like fiona will read my blog.. but always nv tag. i see my tag only those usual one ma.. i thot few people reading only.. but din know some of u read . tag la.. if not i thot my blog will be boring.. only xinyi support me only.. lol . will keep bloggin even if the fact no body reads it coz i treat this blog as place to let out wad i cannot do in reality . haha..

-YzW- all the best for my exams.. =D

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
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Going to Army!