Just feel like sharing with my friends what my ideal girl is like. lol.. yah .. ideal..

Ideal Girl

- Loves me
- Understand me
- Needs me
- Care for me (occasionally)
- Share her secrets with me
- Trust me
- Have her own opinion
- Presentable
- Watch soccer with me, or at least let me watch.lol
- Know my mood
- Know my personality
- Never show me attitude
- Never controls ME
- Share each other interest
- LOL !! a lot rite? most imptly

FEELINGS
even if the girl have all the above but i have no feelings towards her. i dun dare to take on the relationship.

Actually... if i really do love a girl. v deeply,
i am willing to give up my commitments for her.
such as watching my fav soccer matches, playing com games
If she needs me , i'll be there for her.
However, she too must understand me eh.. i believe relationship is a give and take issue.
There must be trust in between though it takes lots of thought to get it right.

I must say, there is only one gal which only can make me feel crazy about her.
But, being crazy is one thing, winning her heart is another. I think friends is as far as she wants to go.

Sometimes i don't understand my feelings, crushes confuse me... but when it comes to true love. I experience quite a no. of times.

True love (my defination)

If i don't see her for a long time, or i forget the existance of her.
But when i see her again, the inside emotional feeling suddenly rekindle agian.
The girl can make me give up doing things i like.
I will get excited when i recieve a sudden sms from her, and i make sure she get my reply
When i see her in person , i talk things that is unnecessary
When she smiles or tease me, i enjoy it.
I always feel that i need her every now ad then.

Is not easy to find the right partner that is going to last long with you.
Nowadays, relationship ends shortly unless one is committed and the love is still going strong.
Is hard for me to say 'will you stead with me' or 'be my gf' if i am unsure about the relationship
Crushes do makes me confuse but when it come to getting into a relationship, i am sure those crushes will not misled me.
I feel that i know who's the girl i love.
I may be wrong to close the door to other girls, but i just want to be fair to everyone as i do not want to hurt anyone unnecessarily.

I predict i will be single for quite some time.. lol.. as the girl i love will never be with me.
I always sees it as a normal thing as being single is also a great life.

-YzW- ideal girl? wadeva.. feelings is what i count on.

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!