Wow.. this is sick man .. this thing has been coming back and haunt me for quite some time le.. hais.. i guess i deserve it too la.. been dreaming abt some things in the past.. something i feeel feeeeel so regretful of doing .. i keep tellin myself i shudn't have chose tt decision.. i am such an idiot.. worse , i make the same decision twice.. hais.. how i wish i can go back to that time whereby i still can enjoy the days ..

haha.. those reading my blog shud be wondering what the hell i am talking abt.. however, i can't spell it out.. as if someone reads it.. i am either done for or finished.. hmm.. but mayb i can leak out a bit.. relationship that is.. for all the relationship i been thru .. i guess this is the one which have the most impression in me i guess.. i dunno why .. i really dunno.. i just hope getting her back .. though it seem so impossible.. well .. i know i have not cherish the relationship.. i have let it go as and when i want.. and now i realise how dumb i was.. suddenly after the dream i had.. i miss her.. these dreams have been always coming again and again .. either to haunt me.. or to remind me that this things are hard to come by.. but what can i say .. should i let it be over.. let it be a memory .. or shud i try to get her back .. which is quite impossible as i have hurt her more than one could take it.. how bastard i am .. hais.. lol ..

anyway.. drop tt subject for a while.. i quit my job at can cafe.. mayb i am not up to it.. as the atmosphere ther is not what like.. i find it hard to work there as there is little motivation ... i still need to source for a transport back home.. haha.. so i feel is not worth it to work there.. yea.. the boss there also find me no attitude? lol.. wad eva..

shit man .. i am owing so much money .. Jiting-- 200 .. Zhenguang-- 14 , lianhong-- 18 .. alan-10 .. total --- 242.. lol... jiting tt 200 is coz i need to book my driving test ma.. so use 1st. i hope my imf pay come.. when it come.. can cover all the debts le.. lol.

today went to watch soccer and have dinner with zhenguang, lianhong, jiting and jonathan .. at boat/clark quey .. haha.. man u won 4-0 to bolten .. shiok man .. =X .. yea. also .. we went to MOS and found out tt there was a halloween party!! lol.. many cosplay .. beautiful and attractive cosplay .. though some irrelevent .. but still nice.. wahaha. took some pics with the people.. view it at www.flingster.blogspot.com soon.. tink lianhong haven upload yet.. after that .. we walk ard and went to starbucks.. saw hermi!! lol .. den he treat us drinks.. wahahah.. den .. suddenly .. saw my classmate IZHAR .. wahahaha.. so conincidence.. they work under the same starbucks.. wahahaha... after that me n lianhong went home by NR5 .. hmm .. we talk abt lots of funny thing on the way back.. haha..

now watching la liga.. so sian .. guess i go n slp now le ba.. will talk more abt my retribution.. lol.. =
-YzW- i wonder how u tink of me now..

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!