She's like a rainbow in my life
When i first see it, i love it
However, the love gets stagnant
The rain has stopped
Rainbow fading away day by day
Yet i din even look at it and wave goodbye

Now i miss the rainbow
No longer in the sight
Wonder where have it been to
Wonder will it be back
Regret letting it go

Should i wait for the rain to come again
Or to find the rainbow on my own
Even if i found the rainbow
Will it still even take a glance at me
Or will it show no sympathy

Maybe the rainbow is happy enough
Even without the prescence of me
The rainbow has all its colours
But i am nothing without colours
I need the rainbow once again

All i wish and hope
Guess is all impossible
Still awaiting for miracles
That may not even happen
To the colourful and lovely rainbow, i am sorry.

-YzW-

Wow.. this is sick man .. this thing has been coming back and haunt me for quite some time le.. hais.. i guess i deserve it too la.. been dreaming abt some things in the past.. something i feeel feeeeel so regretful of doing .. i keep tellin myself i shudn't have chose tt decision.. i am such an idiot.. worse , i make the same decision twice.. hais.. how i wish i can go back to that time whereby i still can enjoy the days ..

haha.. those reading my blog shud be wondering what the hell i am talking abt.. however, i can't spell it out.. as if someone reads it.. i am either done for or finished.. hmm.. but mayb i can leak out a bit.. relationship that is.. for all the relationship i been thru .. i guess this is the one which have the most impression in me i guess.. i dunno why .. i really dunno.. i just hope getting her back .. though it seem so impossible.. well .. i know i have not cherish the relationship.. i have let it go as and when i want.. and now i realise how dumb i was.. suddenly after the dream i had.. i miss her.. these dreams have been always coming again and again .. either to haunt me.. or to remind me that this things are hard to come by.. but what can i say .. should i let it be over.. let it be a memory .. or shud i try to get her back .. which is quite impossible as i have hurt her more than one could take it.. how bastard i am .. hais.. lol ..

anyway.. drop tt subject for a while.. i quit my job at can cafe.. mayb i am not up to it.. as the atmosphere ther is not what like.. i find it hard to work there as there is little motivation ... i still need to source for a transport back home.. haha.. so i feel is not worth it to work there.. yea.. the boss there also find me no attitude? lol.. wad eva..

shit man .. i am owing so much money .. Jiting-- 200 .. Zhenguang-- 14 , lianhong-- 18 .. alan-10 .. total --- 242.. lol... jiting tt 200 is coz i need to book my driving test ma.. so use 1st. i hope my imf pay come.. when it come.. can cover all the debts le.. lol.

today went to watch soccer and have dinner with zhenguang, lianhong, jiting and jonathan .. at boat/clark quey .. haha.. man u won 4-0 to bolten .. shiok man .. =X .. yea. also .. we went to MOS and found out tt there was a halloween party!! lol.. many cosplay .. beautiful and attractive cosplay .. though some irrelevent .. but still nice.. wahaha. took some pics with the people.. view it at www.flingster.blogspot.com soon.. tink lianhong haven upload yet.. after that .. we walk ard and went to starbucks.. saw hermi!! lol .. den he treat us drinks.. wahahah.. den .. suddenly .. saw my classmate IZHAR .. wahahaha.. so conincidence.. they work under the same starbucks.. wahahaha... after that me n lianhong went home by NR5 .. hmm .. we talk abt lots of funny thing on the way back.. haha..

now watching la liga.. so sian .. guess i go n slp now le ba.. will talk more abt my retribution.. lol.. =
-YzW- i wonder how u tink of me now..

oh man.. yesterday was my first day at work at can cafe.. and it was.. lolx... hmm.. the staff there is like only 4-5 .. lol.. one bar , one kitchen .. rest serve .. serving in a two storey seating area.. woah.. and it was like super pack .. lol..

on the first day itself .. i learn how to take order, cook also .. i met some of the collegues ther.. all not bad person .. haha.. david teach me how to cook and setup all the thinggys.. it was fun to be in the kitchen actually..

when serving, there's many thing to note.. woah. so i work from 8-2am ba.. quite tired.. veri xiong actually.. but good experience.. my boss is a v hmm.. how to say .. little bit den scold ppl liao de.. so i try to minimise the mistakes i done on that day.. but unlucki la.. stil kanna scold once for saying wrong table no. .. bo bian .. luckili i corrected the mistake quick if not i die.. work there like very stress like tt.. but i can handle it la.. lol.. hope everything goes well ..

hmm .. die .. some of the projs i haven start.. i think i need to do a headstart tml le.. if not i really cannot finish anything man .. die die.. got 4-5 projs leh.. and i only started doing like 1? lol.. shit.. dying man .. who can help .. sob.. hmm .. i better hang on.. so many things to do now.. still got driving lesson tml .. but tt is a good thing tt i can enjoy la. lol..

hmm.. so flingsters confirm going to genting lo! .. rooms booked.. so everything shud be in place.. oct coming to an end.. and nov is going to be one of the busiest time i will experience man .. work , driving lesson, proj dateline, test, preparations for exams.. kaoz.. wonder can i handle nort. i wun wan to quit the job.. i wan to earn money la.. siao liaoz la. lol.. hmm .. muz tink of a way to handle my time..

dun tink it's possible to play as much as b4 le.. and muz start slping early coz next day sure got things to do which require lots of energy .. haiyo .. lol .. need some one to pei wo suffer.. lol ... this burden who wan to carry with me? lol ... nah, dun tink anybody will wan to . lol.. moreover, i tink i have no time for relationship.. hmm .. hope i dun fall in love with anybody in this period ba.. wahahhaa.. =x

-YzW- supernatural strength!

pHew.. woke up at 1pm .. lol... coz the previous night was at MOS .. lol.. kerrine ad Fiona birthday ma.. they held it at MOS.. lol ... hmm.. quite a no. of ppl go.. even mr vincent tan was there.. then we play , dance, drink and fool around.. lol.. went to R&B too.. and it was damn fully pack .. lol ..

jus den .. one by one get drunk!! starting from fiona, den kerrine, den Vu.. and i was not drunk ..!! lol ... den i have to carry vu out of the toilet.. the sercurity wans me to carry him out of MOS from the emergency staircase.. lol.. den after a while .. all go home drunk le.. except some of us including me..wahahaha.. i controlled k! wahaha..

wake up at 1pm .. yes.. lol.. went to bugis for my job interview recommended by jonny.. hmm.. becoz of johnny, the manager den let me join the crew de.. if not they already have enuff staff le ba.. but one problem i am facing is transportation of going home. i am staying at jurong.. and it's at bugis.. manager do not wan to pay so much cab fare for me .. he say then he need to let me off b4 12.. den i say , nvm.. do till 2-3 lor.. as i wan to work more.. but.. hais.. now have to tink of way to go home after work .. another thing is that i have yet to tell my parents abt this .. if they know.. they sure will be angry .. i am going to tell them tml also .. haiyo.. lol.. hope everything will be alright..

After my job interview.. went to find zg and jiting at town.. walk around... at cine, paragon , taka.. going to LV !! MOUNT BLANC!! GUCCI! lol .. went in and take a look at items that we could not afford unless tio toto la. .lol ... haha .. hmm .. after that meet up pearly and benedict for dinner at kobayashi .. i had a scramble with teriyaki large! lol.. quite full .. den after that we went to Apple. . den see all the electronics there.. so wish to buy .. zg wanna the nano too .. lol ..
after that we went to watch soccer at balcony ... lol .. chelsea against portsmouth.. we watch till halftime .. and we are meeting lianhong after that.. not long after the second half started... chelsea scored.. den zg happy.. coz he bet scoreline 1-0 .. den he say .. let's go.. den we all go lor.. den i say i dun tink will end at 1-0 .. coz usually teams will get more attacking.. juz after i finish .. behind was a string of shouts of goal! .. lol .. 2-0 to chelsea.. and zg sadededededed .. lol .. =X. .. sori zg for my big mouth.. =X

after we met up lianhong at raffles , he just finish his work.. den we went home lor... then saw sec skool fren chunseng.. haha .. he still v cute lehx his face.. den we talking abt jiting attachment next year.. lolx.. mayb he going oversea.. he wishing too ... all the best ba.. go hongkong!! lol .. tt's wad zg wanted la.. haha... jurong east we parted ways .. i and lh as usual take the bus 334 home.. along the way talk abt our job lor.. haha.. den reach home and now here blogging.. actually wanna play dota de.. but den jt and lh dua me!! and till NOW i am still waiiting! =(

-YzW- good memories let me feel i have done wrong..

Human are judge by other humans around them.
Human react to things happening around them.
So what make each and every human different

Emotionally, physically, spiritually and what is going in each mind
Each and every one have their own personality and characteristic of oneself
Some are kind in nature, some have evil thoughts in them.

How will then one human be easily accept by others
Simply just this few factors

1) Emotional quotion

One with good EQ are easily well liked by people around them. They handle their emotion well and not letting it control over thier mind. Simply say that, Their Will power is greater than their emotional needs.

2) Attitude

Everyone have a purpose living on this earth. Some may know what is theirs, some may not.
Those who know should posses the right attitude to persue thier dreams and goals. And for those who do not know their purpose should not think life is a bad place to be in. Have a great attitude in life , people around you will be attracted by you.

This two things can easily make people around you be attracted to you. However, there are situation where unforseen circumstances will come into part. (Obstacles)

Jealousy, Mood swing, Laziness etc. this things will intervene you from having a good EQ and Attitude.

This post is to remind myself about achieving what i have said.

-YzW- with great attitude leds you to a high altitude in life

october reach.. left with nov and dec b4 we call it another end of 2006. quite a no. of things have happen even before the year ends..

hmm.. feel that thru all this things, i have grown much more again . haha.. the things ard me made me change. and i feel things have been better in a way after i change.. the way of thinking, the way of behaving. much more better i guess.. haha..

yesterday went to iceskating as a class outing, it's been so long since i last ice skate man .. lol.. lucki still know how to skate.. haha.. see my trainer struggling for balance was a thing that i anticipate to see..lol.. sarah is a good skater. she teach me a bit of how to turn on the spot.. haha.. cool rite?

after that.. went to bball .. i am hyper-active k.. lol.. went to yuhua cc play.. long time nv go there le.. play 5 v 5 .. quanhong improve a lot sia.. hmm.. he will make a mark somewhere in his bball ba.. later many ah pek come to court and say they book the court at 8 .. den we have to leave and head to shuqun .. den continue play there ba.. haha..

hmm.. not forgetting it's WEI SIONG; DING YANG; XIN YI BIRTHDAY!
wahaha.. happi birthday to all of u ! hmm.. though nv get to celebrate with dy and xy .. i bet u guys are happi that u all have come to another phase in life which is becoming 18 .. haha... enjoy ur 18 life man ... hmm.. weisiong... we bought a cake from kbox and suprise him .. haha.. i hope he is happy.. den we sabo jiting again .. wahaha.. pour coke plus cake on his backside.. o0ps! wahaha.. =x..

later we proceed to jason hse .. without ws. and play hitman 4 while others play mahjong.. haha.. den i zZzzzzzz.. coz too tired le..


-YzW- happi birthday =D

oh man .. from monday to friday .. seems like everyday got things that i need to do .. sian .. v sian .. projects can take half of my life away liao.. plus still got lots of outing . eg. class outing, imf outing.. wadeva shit la.. .but cannot dun go.. coz aiya wan to meet up together ma.. if i dun go den abit bad like tt..

hmm .. still got driving lessons to attend.. tml having my final thoery test.. hope can pass la.. shud be able to pass .. haha... can de.. be cautious and do carefullu each qns can le.. if tml pass.. i can book my TP date lo .. so better pass .. dun wan to wait for another few weeks or months.. hehe... i am going to have my test after my school.. and is like wad la.. 815 to 6.. .my timEtable is so damn freaking sianz... juz becoz of the merging from the hotel star class.. den we have to compromise with them .. coz they only attend school from monday to wed.. the other few days they go for work .. hais... some more they got sponsership .. kaos... hai.. talk abt tt .. wondering whether shud i go for HDHM .. sianz.. another 6k like tt.. dun wanna waste tt kind of money lehx.. only get a higher diploma.. =(

all together got 6 projects.. who can help me!!!! i dun wan to get stress.. somemore this term.. got 1 or 2 subj i tink i am struggling.. .how.. meaning tt is hard for me to understand.. particularly principal of communication and exhibition and convention.. die.. muz go check how many pointer this two subj. are le.. hais.. some more 8 to 6 like tt.. how to concentrate every lesson ... aiyo aiyo .. lol

today lianhong buy hitman 4 ... Wo0oHo0o !! yea.. after we settle it out, i will get to play soon ... wah.. storyline shiok .. very realistic... haha.. tink i am going to play play play this dec... oh ya.. talk abt december... hmm ... planning to go malaysia again ... haha... genting again ? lol .. KL too ... ya.. have to work out the money and everything.. see how lorx.. hope everyone get their decision made fast den tell me.. if not dilli dally cannot get anything done!!! FLINGSTER members.. tell me ur decision quick hoh... dun say anything anything den after that say this not good that one better... dun so indecisive.!

Hmm.. anyone who wan to tag along ... juz leave a tag lorx.. like.. hmm .. mayb .. haha... juz tell la.. den i will contact u .. and also .. =( my tagboard nobody tag le.. can collect dust liaoz.. sianz... k la.. mayb coz my link hard to type ar.. haha..

kk .. tired le.. better go slp .. if not tml cannot concentrate again.. den slp in class.. den teacher not happy.. give me lousy evaluation.. lol.. oh shit.. haven do a part of the proj. !!!! argH!!! sianz.. all u guys take care k !! all the best for those taking final year exam .. ur nov-dec break coming!! lol ..

-YzW- shag

woah .. suddenly i am getting involve in more and more soccer training or games or matches.. lol.. wonder why ? involve in street soccer, field soccer.. lol.. and that's the reason why i hurt my knee.. i am still able to walk .. juz that walking down the stairs is a trouble as my knees start to feel the pain..

hmm .. recently went to bugis.. lolx.. still the same old thing except thr arcade area have change the concept. haha.. nice lan shop they have.. but in the end still went to town instead to play lan as bugis lan do not have battlefield 2.. lol.. when we reach town , went to find wen wen before going to the lan shop.. play till 1130 den catch the last train home..

hmm.. now this sem 4 got lots of projs again.. but lots of calculation modules.. which i find it ok la.. lol ... my forte ba.. so muz maximise on it.. haha.. recieve A for my banquet.. thanks to the upgrade also la... haha.. gonna keep my concentration in skool ! haha.. cannot slack .. last sem le..

my driving .. yea.. been going to bbdc recently.. pass my basic.. pass my stage 1. goin to take final theory soon ..faster pass , faster book for TP ... wahhha.. so this 3-4 months kinda busy .. not getting enuff rest due to uneven timetable.. hais.. wad can i do to get more slp.. lol.. when have time to slp , no mood to slp .. lol..

-YzW- need more slp!

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!