wonder shud i tell her my feelings for her. or shud i keep quiet abt and let her be... i really dunno.. if i really tell her abt it, she will be suprise i guess..coz i dun tink she know much abt me, nor does she wan to know abt me.. guess in her heart there is other ppl which is more impt to her..

i dunno whether tis is a crush or wad.. juz feeling in love with someone.. i know mayb if its a crush , tis feeling will go away soon.. but i am always tempt to contact her.. not v sure why .. well.. mayb like what jiting says, she dun ususally go for serious relationship.. yea.. probably. from the way she behave.. get to know her just, but feel like it's been quite some time.. dunno why my mind keeps tinking of her whole day.. i know i can only contact her only abt a few mins a day .. sometimes not even able to contact her.. she seem interested in other things instead.. i guess i really dun understand her tt much .. mayb not even a little. i wan to know her more.. but how.. i have minimal contact with her.. i am afraid to take any further steps as i scare i may go too far off.. i scare she will aviod me ..

doesn;t seem to be the last time zW. . who always dare to do things ,.. now.. juz like a coward .. a person with no faith.. a person who lost his courage .. why have i change into like a loser... why can't i be a winner easily.. i always try to optimistic but things always turn out the other way .. not even.. and i emphasize not even a single time i suceed..

God has it's reason for this. i dunno.. i guess i have to find out from Him..

-YzW- heR, and still hEr evEn iF it isn't hEr

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!