.Sunday, September 03, 2006 ' 11:34 PM Y
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haha.. .same old sequence again... it's exam time! .. and a time for me to be stress.. lol.. though not as stress as previous term, but the need of memorising and time-usage is so taxing for my life.. lol... but bo bian .. lolx.. want good result , muz work hard.. no pain no gain rite.. lol... today got ppl say i kiddy.. i behave like small boy .. lol... die la.. i still haven mature in terms of my behaviour eh? sad sad.. cannot la.. muz be gentleman la.. lol.. wan to change but always drop inside situation where i suddenly behave so immature.. wahahahah.. but sometimes is good to be immature.. those ppl around u will enjoy ur actions and immatureness...Hmm.. guess i have to adapt myself to the circumstances that is going to happen around me. if ppl wants be to be immature, den i'll be.. if not. i be a gentleman which i find it important to be one. lol .. muz grow up like a man ... haha.. frens ard me can help me improve.. give me feedback and suggestion hoh.. i am 18 le.. muz be one tt looks like 18 at times!! haha.. yah. .at times..Hmm... got 6 papers in 4 days... 4 which i can say i have confident.. but after some revision.. looks like only 1 or 2 can handle only.. lol .. nvm .. i can do it de.. muz have confidence.. after this 4 days.. IMF coming up .. but in between that.. i wan to enjoy myself.. hehe.. hope there is time for me to enjoy la... this term is quite draining in terms of projects.. all mounting up over one and other.. i will conclude abt this term acheivement... as my performance of my exam is not over yet.. which is bascially the most impt part of the term.. haha... i wan my GPA to increase to 3.7 or even 3.8 if possible.. lol .. =X ... yesterday i juz make a decision of not intefering someone life anymore.. she is a lovely gal but i guess her attitude towards me is somewhat sarcastic and unpleasing in my point of view.. i dun care anyone disagree with my opinion abt her coz she already did those actions to me.. all the best to her life.. now i know sometimes i over-estimate myself to go concern for them.. i am wrong too .. tt's why i have to change in some aspects of my behaviour. A qns for all my close frens... am i a guy who talk without thinking twice.??? if u dunno the answer.. den is weird le.. haha.. i am a guy who talk without thinking.. i talk rubbish!!! i talk nonsense and say lame or even cool jokes to entertain ppl... no one take my words seriously de... as they know i dun meant it.. for my close frens la.. unless i am dead serious.. then they will know what i say is true.. if not, if not i am not serious abt what i say to u ppl , coz my words can be hurtful, insulting or even harmful to your ears.. but for those who understand me well , they will juz play along with me.. coz they know i dun mean it.. and what i say is for entertainment purposes.. I dun insult ppl family, or even say stupid things tt really is no way to be call a joke.. even if i say it .. i know it and i will apologise.. so i guess i have to apologise to those who are hurt by my words... i am truely sorry .. i guess i have to understand someone better in order to talk open jokes .. really sorry ...=D ... go study le!! lol.. -YzW- Aiming all As or B+!!! =P
