woke up early in the morning, had to go for drving lessons.. lol.. today is the first time i meet my actual instructor and he was damn cool lor.. lol.. he was previously a private instructor and he come and help bbdc, den in the end lol, he tell me all the bad things abt the bbdc.. lol... and i feel that what he says is true.. i feel so blessed to have him as a instructor la.. lol..

after that , went to buy carrot cake and went to jiting hse .. lol. .together with a soya bean drink .we ate out breakfast.. lol.. after that , i was so tired tt i sleep in his hse for quite some hrs.. lol... we play dota one after another, haha.. yea.. we are dota freaks.. lolx.. dunno wad to say sia.. addict to it le la.. dunno why.. bUT after so long still so no0b.. lol.. dunno how to improve..

hmm. .. have to rush to the fullerton hotel to do my shift.. lolx.. .and it was another usual work i do.. stand , help a bit, dinner , stand off.. lol.x.den went to chevron for the shuqun chalet.. most of the flingster member were there..lol.. me and jason help to bbq. been long since i last stand there and help ppl and bbq.. damn ht man .. den some of us take out our shirt.. .then i realise that i am growing a bit fat.. lolx... mayb .. mayb not la.. lolx... .mayb is a beer belly.. lol... .after the bbq.. .we went to toh guan and drink .. while drinking, we talk abt our future ideas.. abt opening a jamming studio .. lolx... depends on how things go la.. it is not easy to start a buisness.. i am interested but i dunno whether i am commit... drink quite an amt.. but not drunk .. juz a bit seh only.. lolx... still sober hoh.. i not lousy de la.. apple a bit drunk .. lol.. =X..

hhmm... mizz her so much .. dunno why even though things is not helping the situation.. as i tink abt her, i start to like her more.. i really dunno did i make a wrong choice to like her.. actually is din make any choice.. is my feeeling which start to fall in love with her.. but however, i tink she got better choices... i dun tink i am a guy which can give her what she want.. some of u may tink i haven even tried.. but i feel , yah , i dun have the capablilties to do it.. unless something or some one boost my confidence.. i dunnoo.. i really dunno what step to take now.. she even ask me what to do in her relationship ... haiz... she treat me like a fren ba.. she juz contact me when she need.. i have lost the war , i dare to say i dominate the war in the early part of my life.. but now... i am losing each better after another.. .phew.. i juz miss her lots.. anyone can tell me what to do.. i dun really know her quite long.. but i know my feelings for her is there... if u wanna tell me to give some time to sort out mayb is it a crush or wad, i am v afraid that she might be attached by then .. i dun wan tt to happen.. i wan her to be with me.. but i know the chances are so minimal that it is hard to predict.. any opinions? tag.. thanks..

thanks ber for tt support.. hope u are doing well in ur imf too.. see u soon when skool reopen ...

-YzW- her ..

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!