.Tuesday, August 29, 2006 ' 2:31 AM Y
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yea.. exams is juz around the corner, which is actually next week!!! haha... am i nervous? not really.. why is tt so ? coz i guess i am mad.. lol.. to be actually playing ard when the exams are coming doesn't seem to be a good sign..lolBut i dun care.. juz wanna enjoy my life.. lol. . hmm.. this wednesday i am going back to yhss.. yes. going back to see my teachers.. lol.. guess all of them miss me eh? lol.. and on tt day itslef, i am going to start my driving practical.. lol .. better be a smooth one man .. if not i will be too shiok to drive in future.. lol...all my freaking frens are having holiday ... idiot.. good la u guys.. can enjoy.. yet me exam is ard the corner.. and u know what, when my exam start, it is the start of the sec and jc school holidays.. shatec plan their timetable so well man .. lol. . this is shit.. lol .. u guys better enjoy ur holiday dun grumble that there is not enuff.. i am only the person , or shud i say shatec students only have the right to grumble.. lol..hmm.. life is happy when u are enjoying wad u doing.. so ppl do enjoy ur life k.. treat every seconds and every moment impt enuff so u will not regret wasting the time u once have.. cherish all the people ard u .. ur family too .. boyfriend gal friend, cherish them k .. haha.. hmm.. dun ever make other ppl life suffered unless u are a sicko.. so far being a single has make me know and do quite a lot of things. i am able to do what i wan , be what i wanna be. lol.. though lack of the love from a gal.. but i feel that is not impt at all at this moment. if i were to have one now.. i tink i couldn't do a lot of things.. like doing well for my studies, go for my driving lesssons., finsh my projs, go out with my frens.. meanin that i would not have enuff time to do all this things.. haha.. so , ppl who are wondering why i am still single, is becoz i dun need to be attach i guess.. i know the past zw is abit different from now in terms of relationship.. but dun worry .. the right gal will come for me eh.. lololol.. who is the lucky gal..whhahahaha.. u ppl out there.. those who are single. better make correct choices b4 u get into one .. i seems like a fairy tale when u get into one.. but it all turn nightmare when i start to goes wrong..some ppl may wonder why things go wrong in relatiionship. mainly is becoz of the decision make by both parties before they get together.. some ppl get into one so fast tt they din even tink abt what will happen next, some do tink abt it but not abt how detail things will be.. yes.. love is abt feelings, but tt's only love, when talk abt relationship , time, trust, and many other factors comes into place.. some ppl may tink this things will fall into place.. but hell no , it will only be a obstacle for u 2 in the future. what i am trying to say is if u wan to get into a relationship , why not spend some time thinking abt what is going to happen in the future, and what it takes to sustain this relationship. some of u may not agree to what i say .. but tt's my opinion abt relationship.. hehe.. i wonder why i talk abt that.. lol.. but hope it helps some of the ppl out there.. =)-YzW- cherish k!!
.Monday, August 28, 2006 ' 3:40 AM Y
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On saturday , which is yesterday , my class and i have to report to oriental hotel for the second meeting for the IMF event, which is conducted by the STB .. this time around , i din wake up late, therefore reach on time.. haha. .saw so many ppl walking to the hotel.. from NTU, NUS , army , and some shatec frens.. haha.. once we reach there.. we have to registerRegistrationYu Zheng Way Shatec S8871404J Fullerton Hotel
i am posted to fullerton hotel.. wtf.. so grand.. lol ... together with Kate.. we are going to work at fullerton for the whole IMF event.. kinda happy when i see it.. but howver, (juz to tell my shatec frens.. No hard feelings k .. we all earn the same amt..) this is because some of my shatec are post to some notso good hotel , but at least u guys get to work during the IMF.. i am lucky. that's all .. =X After that, i get to meet my i/c and my group members. basicall y my ic/s are melvin and wayne. same name as me.. haha.. these 2 are army guys. den there are also girls namely, zhane<-- cool name ar? xue shi , eh. eh. got 2 other gals and kate.. shit..forget their name. lucky they dunno my blog .. lol. will go and find out.. and also a guy .. tink his name is keat hong.. haha... i am going to work night shift for the IMf which is 230-1100 everyday.. juz hope that can change shift so i will not rot on the same time everyday.. haha..HmMm.. how come !!! why tag board all gals tag one.. lol.. no much guys except jony.. (thanks johnny). guys hate me ar.. lol.. anyway .. gals who tag me.. lol. keep on taggin and u will be tag by me coz i rarely tag ppl de.. lol.. (you people muz be thinkng, stupid guy , wan pple to tag him den rarely tag ppl .. ) lol .. k la.. i will tag if i tink is right.. =X .. now 354 am le.. so late.. die.. tml have skool.. not like those poly students having their wonderful holiday and i am still struggling with my incoming exams.. lol.. u guys if nothing to do can sms me motivate me to study hoh.. it's only 5cents or free k .. lol.. my exam only 4 days.. 4x5cents=20cents. i pay u ppl back if u all want.. lol.. see who is sincere!!! k la.. i better go slp.. some projects haven finish .. die.. lan will scold me le.. lol .. anyway ..MAN U won this weekend again .. so did chelsea.. =( lol.. hack dem .. we are top .. lol.. haha.. take care all of u guys and gals.. teachers day coming too.. better send regards to the teacher u like man .. hehe.. zzZZZzzZzZ..-YzW- back super pain..
.Friday, August 25, 2006 ' 1:15 AM Y
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yeah! .. pass my BTT le.. can start to go for practical lessons.. wahahaha... when enter the room . .was so afriad that i would fail .. but when start to do the qns.. nth is difficult as all the qns are moslty from what i have done during the practice.. haha.. .so happy tt i pass... appl for PDL (Provisional Driving License) le.. haha... but after seeing the slots for the lessons.. it so packed! those slots left are those which are either expensive or timing wasnt right.. but no choice.. i have to see my next sem schedule and book faster.. if not no slots.. i apply PDL for nothing.. lol.. hope also my cash flow will be alright.. coz each lessons cost over 50 plus.. ard 67.20. lol .. so ex rite!! hmm.. still got 2 projects left.. history and productivity studies.. but do wil Lan .. she superb la.. do so much within a no. of days.. now feel pressure le. .coz muz also do a good job.. if not she will be disappointed.. lol.. must get it done man !! yea.. and for history .. i volunteer to type a 1200 essay .. lol... how stupid i am right.. lol .. dunno why . but i got the feel to do the essay.. lol .. but no mood to start lehx.. =X .. promise jonny i will get it done by monday.. so i will get it done! haha..Hmm... gotta get lots of things done over the weekend.. projects.. flingster projects.. <-- wondering wad is this? u will soon find out.. haha.. got pool tournament this sunday .. sat got the STB thinggy.. which is the whole day .. lol.. where got time to do my project sia.. die die.. muz no matter what .. even if i ahve to stay up , which i always did.. i also wan to finish everything!! wahahaha.... hmm .. kinda settle down in my life le.. in a way it has changed i guess.. no matter what i do , i muz always remember to keep onto the track which i have plan for myself.. hehe..WHY LIKE NOBODY VIEW MY BLOG DE. lol .. saded.. or mayb u guys din tag .. dunno lehx.. kinda lonely .. wahahhaha... tag la.. so i know u read my blog.. haha.. den i will have the motivation to post wad.. lol... anyway .. going to slp le.. although tml is a short day .. hehe.. 9-1215.. short hoh.. wahahah.. SONG AR.. lol .. -YzW- cHioNg Ar
.Tuesday, August 22, 2006 ' 1:25 AM Y
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yea.. finally my banquet project is over... but u know wad.. history , productivity studies , english ,and quality service project has juz been assign .. this is sick !!! lol ... though all this will not be as hectic as the banquet.. but it gonna take up some of my time... haha.. nvm ... actually some can finish in a day or 2.. lol.. it depends on how much motivation i have.. lol ... HmM.. this thurs taking basic thoery for driving.. lol. .muz pass ar.. hack care.. no pass den sad like dunno wad sia.. lol.. pass le den faster take PDL can go learn driving practical lo.. lol ... though cash flow is abit of problem .. hehe... hmm ...hope i can get driving license by the end of this year... dunno la.. hoping lor..Hmm... sian . tt day late for IMF training.. hope miss soh wun find out and dun let me go .. sob.. sob... hope can go la.. lol ... haha... it's coming soon too .. 35 bucks a day ... for ardd 1 week plus.. ard 10 days.. only earn 350 .. lol .. enuff le la? hoh? haha.. .dun expect much rite.. juz be contended for wad u have.. lol..nowadays frens around me have been having lots of relationship problem .. dunno why sia.. been consoling them .. been trying to help and motiviate them .. but hai.. to no avail.. some still remain tt sad... dunno why .. but hopefully they can get their spirit back ba.. see them like tt emo i also v sian .. lol .. =X ... exam is abt 2 weeks away .. but all my frens are already having exam this week.. wahahaha. all the best wor.. to those NP and SP .. or wadeva P la... lol .. i not happy lor.. all holiday soon le.. i still muz wait till december b4 my holiday come.. sob... sian sian sian ... i wan holiday .. lol ... no holiday = fatigue.. no holiday = weekend best .. lol ... that's my mentality for now.. wahahha...hMmm.. .my relationship .. i dare not say anything.. coz i dun feel i have the right i guess.. dunno whether am i doing the right thing.. but always have her in my mind.. but having her in my mind will not do anything better.. i dunno.. nothing seems right.. lol ... i'll juz have to wait i guess..guys guys guys.. i have a grp blog.. that will be lauching soon.. do keep tight to my blog to see the release of my grp blog.. hope it can suprise you! we wan our grp blog to be famous , and yes.. i mean really reallly famous!!!!! lol... =P-YzW- going on and on with life!
.Friday, August 18, 2006 ' 1:08 AM Y
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tml is my project submission and a test on a subject which i totally lost about it... how? lol... project more or less we have complete.. but always have the feeling that we din do enuff... i guess this is juz a fear that's in me... no matter what .. after tml ... i will be starting to enjoyin myself again... lol... for 2 weeks only nia.. coz after that, tt stupid exam come ... have to stress again ..lol... guess what i am goin thru is what everyone is also going thru ba... all of u have test and exams now... study hard k guys... let's put it this way.!! exam and test is to improve us in our life! for a moment.. lol... .no matter what.. what we learn now is what is essiential for us.. also.. schooling is much better than working.. believe me... when u go out and work full-time... u will miss schooling times... coz scholling.. u got lots of things to do ... but for working.. more or less u are working at a specific issue... unless u really like your job.. if not , find one job that really can suit u for long-term!... aim big in life guys! i am aiming big!everyone has thier happiness and sadness.. but it's how each of us deal with it... no matter what happen, determination is crucial.. move on and seek for new and challenging aims.. if u acheive something.. of coz is nice to be happy abt.. but dun forget , complacency is not preffered. must aim even higher and acheive something even bigger.. that's how we grow! .. hmm.. wonder why i type this.. hope it helps ppl who read my blog.. lolhmm... frankly speaking.. i am stress abt my project.. but when things are completed.. a feeling of acheivement is so great.. it is juz something u feel happy abt..haha.. yea! tml big day! test and project .. test how?? dun understand at all ..lol ... kaoz.. later muz go read again ... but readin dun seem to help also .. lol... now aleready 1 plus... tml long day.. sob.. cham liao la.. so tired nowadays.. mayb coz ytd went clubbinh.. loll..Zouk.. hmm.. not a bad place.. even on wednesday night also pack with ppl... mayb all working ppl ba... ladies night some more.. but see guys more than girls.. lol. .. even transexual.. so sore in the eye man.. lol...but it was fun .. drank quite a bit.. but no drunk at all.. a little of bit of kick only la.. lol... haha.. thanks to my master shaun who teach me how to drink.. but he still look down on me.. hey .. i better than lots of ppl le lor.. i know shaun good at drinking la.. but i also not bad wad.. lol...things have been ok for me i guess.. relationship wise.. hmm.. dunno lehx.. dun wish to tink abt it i guess.. juz enjoy my life lor.. whateva comes to me den i decide ba.. dun wan to persue for any one i guess.. unless something attract me like crazy.. -YzW- tml my lucki day?
.Monday, August 14, 2006 ' 11:50 PM Y
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this friday is the submission and the presentation of the project lo.. hmm.. so fast 7 week has pass.. stress ar.. still got things haven complete.. the way mr tan ask us is like pressuring me lor.. no matter what this project seems to be never-ending.. Hope after this week.. everything will be smoother.. everything is testing my patience right now.. the things coming at me is faster than what i can produce.. cannot tahan the amt of workload i have.. wed and fri also got test... haha... how how how...Hmm.. bought myself a zen nano plus mp3.. shiok .. nice and portable.. lol.. 99 bucks.. worth it ma?? 512mb.. lol.. yea... lol.. so enthu in buying one after the sat work got 42 bucks pay.. lol.. tt work was fun and easy anyway.. Hmm.. will not be bloggin much , but juz wanna say when she tell me abt the things, i suddenly feel so disappointed, she din do anything wrong anyway , is how i see it i guess, let the things move on ba.. Haha... nowadays no energy at all ... all my energy been taken away like dunNo wad.. must rest more!! lol ...hmm.. planning this december wanna go KL nort.. feel like going there to play.. lol.. if that's the case den must earn money le..lol.. hmm.. wednesday going to west coast with my class to have telematch .. lol.. class outing .. it's actually called Course tutur interactive session.. lol... and we going to play ! wahhaha.. tink got old chang kee delivery too.. hope it will de stress me for the moment.. lol.. -YzW- din expect it..
. ' 11:35 PM Y
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this friday is the submission and the presentation of the project lo.. hmm.. so fast 7 week has pass.. stress ar.. still got things haven complete.. the way mr tan ask us is like pressuring me lor.. no matter what this project seems to be never-ending.. Hope after this week.. everything will be smoother.. everything is testing my patience right now.. the things coming at me is faster than what i can produce.. cannot tahan the amt of workload i have.. wed and fri also got test... haha... how how how...Hmm.. bought myself a zen nano plus mp3.. shiok .. nice and portable.. lol.. 99 bucks.. worth it ma?? 512mb.. lol.. yea... lol.. so enthu in buying one after the sat work got 42 bucks pay.. lol.. tt work was fun and easy anyway.. Hmm.. will not be bloggin much , but juz wanna say when she tell me abt the things, i suddenly feel so disappointed, she din do anything wrong anyway , is how i see it i guess, let the things move on ba.. Haha... nowadays no energy at all ... all my energy been taken away like dunNo wad.. must rest more!! lol ...hmm.. planning this december wanna go KL nort.. feel like going there to play.. lol.. if that's the case den must earn money le..lol.. hmm.. wednesday going to west coast with my class to have telematch .. lol.. class outing .. it's actually called Course tutur interactive session.. lol... and we going to play ! wahhaha.. tink got old chang kee delivery too.. hope it will de stress me for the moment.. lol.. -YzW- din expect it..
.Friday, August 11, 2006 ' 4:03 AM Y
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Writing this entry at 4 am .. lol ... dunno why have the urge to write now .. mayb becoz sometings that are stuff in my heart need to be release ba..anyway, later at 10.30 .. having the stupid eng test i guess.. was wondering how will i fare man .. lol .. .hmm.. shud be ok la.. lol.. hope nth will go wrong. test and projects are all ard me right now.. bo bian la. lol... is a must to do it ma..Went to eat steamboat on national day.. switching from bugis steamboat to marina on that day itself.. din manage to see fireworks.. but did enjoy myself.. lianhong zhenguang jiting wenhao guan soon weisiong and wen wen were there... haha.. marina is much more a better place for sdteamboat compare to bugis.. now i know where to go next time le.. lol.. hmm .. wEll.. let's get to the main point of this entry ba.. was going to slp yesterday yet went to view some of my memories item . meaning things that ppl have given to me.. well.. after i go thru some of those things.. juz found out that this person has really put in so much effort.. it was till yesterday de i realise how much effort she put , how much time she gave .. how much trouble she took to be with me.. yet at that time.. or even till yesterday.. i din know abt it.. was quite disappointed with myself.. why have i hurt her over and over again .. why am did i not appreaciate wad's there for me. after every pages i go thru .. the more regretful i got.. those things she did for me was what i shud nv deserved. now i start to regret.. start to think .. why did i not cherish.. i know what's over is over.. and probably she is having a good life right now.. but how i wish i have made the right decision.. i have given her a bad bad relationship.. i have treat her unfairly.. bygones? nah.. if i just treat it as bygone then i would been a even more bastard.. i dunno what i can do now to really be fair to her.. feel so bastard.. juz because i was flirt.. i have hurt her.. juz becoz i wanted something she can nv give, i forgo what only she can give.. i nv thot what i will lose when i do it.. till yesterday .. everything juz came back to me and point at me saying 'zw have made the wrong choice' well.. hope to see her again .. she's probably attach anyway .. i dunno what i can do ... but deep inside me i juz wanna thank her for what she have done for me during the time we were together.. what she gave me is consider the best relationship i have.. i really appreciate the love from her.. i wish her all the best in her stuides and life ba.. =) -YzW- regretful
.Tuesday, August 08, 2006 ' 12:19 AM Y
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little did i know that things turn out this way.. nv expect , nor even think abt it at all ... ya, mayb things happen juz like when u din even notice. and dun even have the chance to prevent it.. but what happen has happen.. but why muz things that happen comes ard and haunt u.. why? do i really deserve what i get? mayb i really do.. but i feel is a bit too much for mt to bear.. i am not saying i am weak or sth.. juz saying that this things are not favourable in my life.. guess i gonna thrash all the things now.. and i am thrashin it out in a fine and cool mood, not emo-ing .. dun worry.. =) .. juz wanna let some of my frens know what's been happening recently. Mayb i shud start with the good events, Hmm.. basically all my test, i feel that i did pretty well.. though the results are not out yet, i guess i can at least get a B+ .. hoping so.. haha... IMF coming means income coming.. haha.. earning money .. yea.. hope that there are tips for me to get.. though no holidays but i tink this experience is worth covering the holidays.Now more on the negative part.. Projects are dued next week.. all the groups seem to be struggling.. haha.. i am the 1st grp to present.. but i tink we can do it.. my grp has the ability to do it.. so i have to make sure everything goes well.. everything is covered. evertthing is smooth.. juz that the responsilbilty is giving me some pressure.. hack care la.. once over, it's accomplished. but i muz make sure it is finished with style and not failure.Well, seen her blog again , though it's been quite a while already, but the thorns still remian in my heart, this thorns seems to be seasonal .. it comes only when it feel like.. always wanted to remove this thorns in my heart, but the thorns are already been stuck deep. One of the reason of me not having a gf mayb is because of what i always been thinking abt what i really shud have. or mayb what i have miss out. i know love cnanot be force, love is selfish , love is only for 2 .. that's why it took me so long and mayb even longer to find another one i really really will fall deep in love with. what have happen in the past are juz bygones, though the thorns are the bits and pieces left , it only pricks me for a while. while i am no longer as disappointed as once was.frenz are always the one of the most impt factors that keep my life going.. but to my dismay , once was my best fren , is now no longer the best .. but right now he is still one of my good frens.. but the feeling of him being my parnter, my best buddie, my best brother is no longer, i told him , and he tell me he do not wan to drag in the past. so i guess he's right, i shud not intervene his way of living , his life, mayb i shud juz forget abt having those good times where 2 of the best bro come together and have fun . really fun .. now he has his aim and motivation. i have no right to restrict it.. i have my own life too .. i can understand what he is going thru . mayb being juz frens and not BEST frens is enuff. as no one is need to commit to another. yea, life do change.. some times dramtically. well .. i guess we have reach another stepping stone of our life, we have to move on. i have to let my wildfulness go.. it's time for me to move on as well i guess.. all the best bro .. u can acheive big in ur life..other than that, sometimes i feel i have put in too much effort in doing things , and people juz take it for granted. they juz treat u as a neccessary fren and not a special one. guess my expectation is too high eh? haha.. we shall see.. i wanna change.. change for the better.. change for my ambition and my aim in life. so dun be suprise if u can't see the same zhengway or wayne anymore. now is the beginning of the evolution of my young adult life. u may not notice, but as time goes by . i will be a different person for my future perspective. =) i wanna be a gentleman yea.! haha.. -YzW- stay coolz even though it pricks
.Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ' 11:44 PM Y
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oh my oh my... lol... turn 18 and my life is going to get busier .. lots of things to do.. lots of things in my head right now.. waiting for my to complete.. wahhaha... but no matter what, i will complete it man .. yea!! 1) Projects - in my class, i guess nobody like this, this stupid thinggy rule us out of playing and having fun. most of the time will be thinking, how how project haven finish . this term projects gonna be a hell for me.. 2) IMF - this event, has restricted me from having any term break .. no 1 week holiday not even a day ! how .. i am going to be deflated.. wahahha.. however, good side of this is that it will help me earn money i guess..money for me to lots of things i wana do3) Braces- still have to do braces... wahaha.. cost lots sia.. but bo bian .. for my future sake muz do .. wahahah.. ok ba, let's face it .. for my future!!! wahahah... yea! 4) Driving- haha.. this is also a factor that is going to take up lots of my time.. and also money haha... but i am interested in this.. hope to get drviing licence as soon as possible5) Exams and tests- haiyo ... this is a stressful thinggy ar.. sob... memorising is a stupid thing man ... no way to run away ... muz face it.. and i always wanted to do well so far like that ba.. guess i am lucky to be without a gf ba.. no time and finance to have one.. lol.. really need lots of commitment in it man .. haha.. seems like my time is all taken up yea? no way man.. i going to have fun too.. regardless of how tired i am .. i am going to have fun .. wahahha... no one can stop me.. i wan to enjoy myself.. clubbing, bballing, and also lots of special activities.. with the frens i have.. i do not need to be afriad i am without companion .. wahahha... shiok man ..-YzW- busy but feeling great
