After 4 tablet of panadol in 18 hrs.. nth seems to help.. still feeling v stuffy and v sick ... legs still pain and arm still no energy.. reluctant to see doctor .. 1) waste money .. 2) lazy .. 3) dun tink the sickness is tt serious... haiz.. but nth can help my uncomfortable feeling ..

Today went to the dentist.. paid 35 dollars.. sianz.. muz go for xray in order to get my braces done.. chunhui suggested tt i pluck my teeth out after my bdae.. coz.. take pic look nice.. hehe.. i din tink of tt till she tell me.. lol ... guess it is going to be damn ex.. 3000 for my braces.. 50+85 for some miscellinoues things.. lol.. spell wrongly..

went to meet zg at westmall.. walk walk for a while .. den head towards his home.. play some mahjong.. dota too... den all the gathered for the soccer match between the germans and the argentines.. wad a clash ... everyone was excited.. so full of enthusiusm.. haha... but i made a mistake by calling shiying to join us.. =( .. she dun like soccer.. den quite bored.. den i suggested play mahjong den she feel guilty tt we cannot watch soccer.. haha.. but in the end still play .. we also wan to play de ma.. even without her.. feel guilty of calling her to join us.. Jason , weisiong , zg, jiting, lianhong, alan , jinhong , calvin suprisingly , din miss out anyone rite? were there ... have a good time.. leave zg hse abt 4 ba.. so late.. i mean early in the sense..

now feel so sick tired , lack of rest, uncomfortable.. haiz.. jiting told me abt wad he saw today .. he suddenly feel so stress and remorseful .. i tink i shudn't have add salt to the wound.. i keep on teasing him.. though he play along, but haiz, i know deep inside him , the pain is getting deeper and deeper.. wad i can do is console my best fren , but however i add fuel to fire.. wad stupid thing i have done.. hate myself for my actions.. irritate ppl for nothing... getting hot tempered for nth.. tink i need to reflect on what is the best way to potray myself so everyone is not irritated by me.. and at the same time i am enjoying the frenz ard me..

frenz i dare and proud to say i have the best frenz i can have in my life.. but for relationship.. i have to admit i am not serious of doing well.. i am not stating tt i am flirt or wad.. my serious means tt i cannot get myself into a relationship where i feel most comfortable with... i tell myself mayb i can like this gal.. but when i thought abt it.. it doesn't seems appealing.. my type of liking are not the same as the gals ard me.. mayb except her.. but she's attached.. a guy tt she feel nice to be with.. sense of security ... fun and loving.. and the feeling he gave her is what she needs.. i am not looking them at a sad point of view.. juz idolising how lucky tt guy can be.. i am not sad of coz , i am juz feel lonely in terms of relationship... but.. i dun need tt i suppose.. let me juz stay with the benefit of being a single.. tt will do .. till a gal really can attract me and really make me go wild for her..

-YzW- <--recover soon la!!! lol.. =D

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!