.Thursday, June 29, 2006 ' 3:06 AM Y
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when the sun is still hanging on the sky... i thot it was ard 2+ .. hate it when i slp so long.. but den ... i get off my bed and .. and .. look at the stupid clock and i realise it was 6.30!!! i slp for 12 hrs.. .kaoz... haha.. i dunno sia.. haiyo.. no one cares to get me out of my bed either... haha.. den faster wake up .. buay tahan .. lol... my wai gong and wai po at my hse.. haha.. they also laugh at me.. haiyo ... i dun care la.. holiday ma.. so hack .. lol.. wondering whether where lian hong and zg.. call them lor.. they at boat quey with samantha(lian hong fren.) den i call jiting.. he still having psp meeting in skool.. so i tell them i eat dinner den go meet them ba... den my dinner sux man... veg, fish, like tt.. but tt fish is specially made from my wai po .. so eat lor.. not say not nice but is bone tt i hate la.. lol ...hmm.. took a bus 197 to boat quey... bad mistake man ... lol.. so long and so sianz.. ate up all the sweets in my pocket.. actualy intend to share with them de. .lol.. but oops.. no more.. haha.. .reach boat quey ard 45 mins later.. which is ard 930 le ba.. haha.. den wanted to call them.. but sianz.. no payphone.. saw 7 eleven .. go there got one uncle tok tok tok tok tok wun stop wan .. .stare at him he smile back at me.. kaoz.. lol.. den go find other phone.. 20 min later finally get to call them.. den meet them up .. samantha not bad looking la.. okok lor.. nth much den have to go home le. den all reach je as usual zg drop off at bbatok go home.. we go play dota.. siong come and find us ma.. den we was challenge by 3 person .. so play 3v4.. starting i scare we will lose.. but eventually.. WON.. lol .. haha.. den play cs cs den go home.. haha.. all of them have skool ma... hmm... tml going to play badminton at toa payoh sia lol... with bernerd and jony.. mayb got kuang i guess.. hehe.. hmm .. i am going for a consultation at bbatok.. i wan to put on BRACES le.. whaahhahaa... any ppl agree that i shud put? or any objection.. lol.. aiya.. no gf .. who will object... for my future i betta put rite? lol .... hmm.. no hp so sian .. better find a way to get a phone man .. if not ppl will start not to contact mewahahaahahahahaany way .. juz to say tt i went to take a pic at boat quey den go home le... @!#$#%@ .. lol.. no la.. at least .. at least.. at least... took a pic.. wahahahah... if dot dot dot see my blog.. den dot dot die le... coz dot dot dot will know and dot dot will be in toruble coz dot is mention in my blog.. =D-YzW- anticipatin for zg production.
.Tuesday, June 27, 2006 ' 3:33 AM Y
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haha... today went to watch movie.. and suprisingly, is with shiying , and my best fren (jt , lh, zg and pearly) shiying dun mind ma.. so we watch together lor... hahah.. i almost late.. den pearly still sarcastic say i early.. nehneh .. Tt show damn funny.. v good story line.. in a way tt is unexpected... one will expected the main role of the show to win the race but NO .. lol .. it din happen tt way.. tt show teach me how to value frenz more..wahahahaha... and abt winning is not always the most impt thing in life... sometimes without winning u gain some values tt add into ur life.. Hmm... kinda of fun actually as we eat together at koufu westmall... pearly have to go off 1st .. so left shiying and the 4 gays.. eh, boys actually.. wahaha.. den we talk talk talk .. shiying dun mind how open we are.. den we talk talk tlak , go coffee bean buy muffin ... still talk talk talk .. kinda open and fun .. talk abt u know tis and tt.. den found out our jason yio is our common topic as shiying is one of his pri skool classmate.. o0o.. and suprisingly, i heard from them tt jason pri skool v v shuai wan wor... zai lehx... =X haha..fun la.. den we see shiying home lor though she insist not to.. hehe.. but she's attached le , so jt , sorry arh.. lol.. nth la... me anyhow say de... tink jt heart still with someone ... yah ..someone... i tink u know her.. haha.. =XNow at jiting hse watch world cup lor... italy last min goal against australia.. phew..lucki lian hong win .. lol... good for him la.. wait always lose also not good. lol.. =PppPP.. tink he cannot stand placing bets le.. haha.. hope after world cup no more of his betting le.. haha... playing dota at jiting hse... see him play ... kinda funny the way he play ... he always feel that i stress him .. lol .. i dunno wad to say .. hahahahahah ....sometimes life is good being a single ... cherish the times with ur frenz... life will be good when u enjoy urself with what u have ard u ... abt her.. she found someone she fell deeply in love with.. and for me.. getting on with my life is more impt i guess... and i have to stop my stupid and selfish mentality .. hope i can change .. so .. betta change ba.. hehe.. =)-YzW- sis back tml from china!
.Monday, June 26, 2006 ' 4:04 AM Y
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phew.. all over.. the 3months in 'jail' is all over.. woohoo.. lol... after stepping out of rosette.. i nv look back.. wahahaha... hmm.. things start to relax and ease off.. shuang ar.. lol... wahaha.. so shiok.. nw holiday le.. catch up with my world cup ba.. hehe..sadly, frenz start skool.. zZZZzz.. sob.. how.. no one lehx.. lol.. some shatec frenz also go back to thier own country .. aiyo.. sian sian la.. lol.. nvm.. i will find programme myself.. hehe.. going to do lots of stuff and most imptly also get lots of slp la.. lol.. if not cannot tahan and cannot switch back to study mode on next monday which will be my reopen of skooooool.... much more closer to my hse.. lol.. easy trip .. shuang ar.. Hmm .. eng juz won .. thru to the quater final.. 1-0 .. thanx to becks.. but there is still a lot of adjustment need to be made.. coz ... they are not what they look like.. haha... world cup is not as exiciting acutally.. many matches are not v interesting.. games look bored.. mayb tt's becoz of underdogs team .. mayb thru to quaterfinal.. ppl will start watchin ba.. hehe.. hmm.. abt her... i have nth to add on le.. she is wad i consider a perfect gal in terms of personality.. she is those tt really have a large circle of frenz ard her.. tt is why she is so attractive to me.. no much thing i can do.. juz only keeping quiet and do what i always do.. envy the guy .. haha.. hope they are a v v loving couple ba.. =) .. anyway pearly.. u dunknow her de la.. lol ...HmMmmm... wondering how is yhss... feel like going back .. but feels damn weird coz many things have change... wait go back ppl thot who this guy is.. anyhow enter skool ..lol... holiday lo... mayb going to dye my hair.. dunno lehx.. lol .. see how lor.. and also .. mayb i am also going to put on braces!!! lol. .shit... is it good or bad.? for my future .. it will be good.. for my mouth and flesh .. ouch is the word.. lol ...die ar.. tml must go library return book.. overdue liaoz.. wahahaha... stupid library.. so ma fan.. hmm.. going to west mall most probably ba.. haha.. return book .. den mayb wan to go back bali thai .. dunno lehx.. see how it goes la. .hehe .. now bali thai work seems so easy after tt 3 month.. wahaha.. pearly say wan go eat again .. nv ! lol ... mayb we can go back together again lor.. i eat also .. lol ... k la.. love life not impt lo... got jiting, zhenguang and lian hong gay with me.. enuff for me to die liaoz.. where got energy to get a gf.. hehe.. so i EXPECT those 3 to satisfy my needs.. wahahahahhahahaha .... =PppPp... -YzW- Go g0 GO ENGLAND!
.Saturday, June 24, 2006 ' 5:11 AM Y
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actually din feel like blogging.. but suddenly saw sth .. which seems to always happen to me.. felt rather sad.. in fact is v sad.. haiz.. hurt.. v hurt.. i know i have no right to complain nor say anything coz i din put in any effort.. but things turn out this way which really makes me feel lousy and weak ... haiz.. juz finish some dota game with jt wil and ben with his frenz.. was abt to slp .. checking out o scores of the world cup .. reading articles from net.. den browsing thru frenz blog .. and when i went to this blog.. haiz.. it makes me feel sad sad sad... she got a bf.. and it's like quite long le ba.. juz found out today .. din have a chance to ask her.. tink i rather pretend i din know.. now i feeling so so bad.. my day juz destroyed by those mushy words.. destroy by those caring quotes .. how i wish it was for me.. haha.. naive me.. i am still alone.. but now she's not.. she wun read my blog tt's why i dare to write.. to her mayb i juz a normal person in her life.. a fren who chat with her.. a fren who talk to when she's bored.. i know i din put in any effort coz i know it will take a lot a lot of effort to do it.. and she also say she do not wan to be attached.. but now she is and for quite some time.. i can do nth but pretend pretend and pretend.. am i going to really pretend nth has happen and my heart is empty.. no .. i dun tink so ... i cannot stand this kind of things happen once .. but now it seems like it had happen more than once.. but what can i do .. feelings can't be force.. if she is feeling v good with what she have now.. den i shud be a gentleman and really wish her happiness for whoever she is with.. i need to give my blessings and not hiding and cursin them.. she know wad she wans.. so i tink she found wad she wans.. for me.. wad i wan will nv be mine.. so will i wan anything in future.. nah.. juz live a simple life? is tt possible? hai... is it better when ppl tell u the truth or u find it out urself.. for me.. both are hurtful enuff.. mayb they are right.. the truth always hurt.. trying to be optimistic but it juz drop my confidence when things turn out the other way... this entry is juz for me to fa xie i guess.. .after publishing , have to change and work full shift at rosette.. last day .. bad day .. long day.. today all my mind will be her her her with him .. it's going be hard for me... i know it will be.. nv have a chance to get some slp .. neither have a chance to to rest much.. yah , all my fault.. play more rest less.. have to admit.. no self-discipline.. i juz miss her.. but now .. i know i shudn't.. she belongs to someone else.. someone whereby i cannot compared to .. he is the right guy i suppose... lucky guy .. and for me.. let's see how today goes for me.. u guys wish me good luck tt i can survive today.. haiz..-YzW- why?
.Friday, June 23, 2006 ' 3:05 AM Y
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wooho0.. haha.. left 2 days of attachment at outlets.. phew.. this 3 month really strain my energy man .. i feel like a bird in the cage.. crying out everyday .. hopin tt the cage door will open ... and it is going to open in juz 2 days!!! and i am free to fly.. loll ..... however.. i heard tt my 2nd transcript is out.. i hope my GPA will be above 3.75 ba.. which is v hard la.. my 1st was 3.8plus .. but my sem 2 like shit.. due to the bloody principal of cooking.. haiz.. i can;t cook .. =(wad can i do man .. sob..sob.. i dun wan to see my GPA below 3.5 ... haiz.. wish to be top but v hard... put tt aside.. today went to jp .. .wah ... bus interchange change le.. wahahaha.. .seems like i long long nv go there le.. lol.. . went to jp without my hp.. lol... die la.. how to contact ppl .. lol .. .so have to find ppl i know to lent phone coz i have no coin nor a phone card.. lol .. so have to find someone tt i know.. lol. .. see a lot of ppl i know but but but all not familiar liao. so dun dare.. AND HERE COME MY SAVIOUR!!! ====> TONY!! lol ... he playing arcade.. ran into him den call him to help me call zg jt they all .. phew.. den we go swensens celebrate gs bdae. everything's cool.. lol. .. bought a doggie present for him .. wish tt he like it ba...hmm... after that went to arcade and play mad like hell.. there are lh, jt ,zg, gs, marilyn , pearly and me myslef.. wenhao also .. haha.. anymore.. hmmm .. lol...jh went back early to meet huisi .. haha. .. lovely couple i guess.. lol.. hmm .. den after that ws say azan call us to play dota.. den we went lor.. as always zg went home.. also , we came up with a blog name !! (will be revealed) hmm.. life seems enjoyable but without cash .. hard sia .. lol.. owe jting 100 .. lol.. for my bdae chalet de la.. haha.. hmm.. who ever reading dis muz come come k .. for my bdae chalet!! on the 21st of july.. hehe.. hope can see many of u ... lol ... after seeing her tt nite.. nice chating with her.. but after tt no much contact le i guess.. sob.. haha.. i juz wan to keep in contact and be frenz with her but dunno why everynite when i dun see her nick on my msn .. feel rather sad .. lol ... nth much la hoh.. world cup fever still on .. kaoz.. eng like shit.. lol... dunno can win nort them .. lol.. hope they can win ba... rooney muz perform!!! hehe.. all the best ba... all u guys sch starting le.. me holiday coming le.. haha.. always like tt de.. stupid shatec.. =X .. lol ... hehee... .nitenite going to slp .. zzzzzz..-YzW- yoz yoz...
.Sunday, June 18, 2006 ' 1:23 PM Y
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haiz.. lots of things has been happening man... good and bad... big and small prob..Today last morning shift working in rosette.. only left one more week to go before i finish this free labour attachment,.. haha.. good hoh.. but next wed is my PRAC exAM!! haha.. .muz muz do well.. so i will jia you !!! lol ...Hmm ... wad can i say when one of ur fren is complaining abt all his frenz ard him not concerning him.. leaving him alone.. of coz.. after i read.. i feel v pissed... but what can i do when he has already set his mind to write in his blog abt us.. this is totally unacceptable behaivour.. by doing that, u will actually piss all ur frenz off... i really do not see the purpose of writing those things down .. now i really dunno wad to do, it really has broken up the bonds man .. haiz... for no reason ... really.. Anyway, yesterday juz visit a pub at chijmes.. jiting fren hold a event .. so we tag along lor... have some tequila and also vodka... nth else le.. lol .. of that in 2 hr cost us 25 dollars.. ex man .. some more 3/4 of the ppl there were GUYS!.. jiting brought us to a gay party? lol... mayb .. haha.. but there at least got see some gals and talk to them ba.,. also got a tv for us to view our world cup soccer matches... haha... so far england is winning.. yeah!! last thurs , went to sentosa.. thou not a lot lot ppl go .. but i am contented to see some of them really join in the fun.. .with chun mi l , jiayong , tong wei , wilson , jin chang , kaixin , kailyn ker jia shu ying julye xin yi ... did i miss out anyone? lol .. .enjoying ourslef at the beach .. playing ard.. .talking abt life.. talking abt gossip .. .relaxing ourself... seeing everyone is so cheerful makes me feel that they are having a great time ... hope that is wad is going on in thier life too .. .all the best k .. .!!
so tired nowadays.. coz of working ba... make myself feel so weak and unable to get enuff slp .. haha ... cannot tahan.. muz get more slp le.. zzzzZz ... i go take a nap le.. will blog soon.. coz still got some of the things to say.. hehe .. =)-YzW- hope things will turn out better..
.Monday, June 05, 2006 ' 3:21 AM Y
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Here i am bloggin again .. yea!! ...haha.. since going to rosette.. no mood to blog.. why ? it's because of the timE to report!! 645 am.. if go skool still ok .. but call me go sha villa.. at town there.. kaoz.. have to catch the 1st bus to take the 1st train .. catch bird like tt.. That's why when i come home everyday after is slp slp slp... coz not enuff.. wahahha... 1st few day at rosette sux man.. have to deal with the SFT there.. haiz.. but now ok le la.. i tink i have to watch my attitude and character.. been changing since i go shatec.. die die.. haha.. hmm.. must become a different me !!so this week is tiring and unbearable i guess.. some more i went to bqt .. though i went back to skool.. and went home early .. but carrying of things is damn boring and there is no one to tok with u.. have to take a bus to safti .. den go back to skooll ..z..z.z.z. haha.. nowadays been play winning eleven 9 .. fun la.. but sometime damn irritatin.. cannot score one..lol ... alan , jiting .. jinhong and weision came to my hse and play lor. shiok man.. wahahhaa... keep losing.. haha..Hmm.. so this week is nite shift.. tt;s why i blogging le.. lol .. sianz.. have to work at nite.. damn no life... hmm.. heard got the ipod nano .. 1gb only 134.. so cheap hoh.. got condition de... is for tourist i tink .. dunno foreigner can not... sianz.. i email them ask ask le.. hope can ba.. haha..World cup coming lo ... must have fun .. eng must win ..!! but seems like there is a lot of good teams ard.. hmm.. holland, france, argentina, brazil, germany, portugal , all this how can rule out sia.. still got italy, spain .. haiyo .. eng must be consistent.. if not, the LOSER go HOME! wahahah...hmm.. rite now my love life ar.. haha.. nth much lo .. see jiting gay till like tt. i scare i become like him.. die. haha.. but to me now i have no intention of doing anything regarding relationship.. it seems to be only waste my time and effort .. in the end , tinking bad.. no good memories but only things which make me feel regret.. wahahah... nitenite guys.. =)-YzW- rooney will make it!!!
