I thot i was going to hyatt m9 to work but when it was 6am ... 3 sms came and i have to go to changi to attend the asian aerospace... of coz i was excited abt it .. however.. i was almost late for the breifing at hyatt... coz i took a 625.. 1st time wor.. it is not the bus .. but it is the waiting time that coz my time...

Reach changi ard 11 plus.. walk ard.. v tight security .. have to scan this and that.. today was juz a trail run day.. nothing much ,... met some frenz and supervisor.. very fun la.. coz no much work... but work expected to come tml... a lot of work.. but today already so tired.. due to the long and dragging bomb sweep.. we were ask to leave the area for 3 hrs... we suppose to leave at 345.. but our bags are still in the restricted area.. we have no choice but to wait till 6.. reach home abt 8 ba.. haiyo..

Hmm.. i really dunno wad is she tinking.... she is a very good , nice gal .. my feelings for her i have nv doubt it.. i love her, miss her .. but tt's the thing i only can do .. i dunno how she feels.. so far i know mayb she juz wanna be my fren.. a fren that only can chat and say hi and bye i guess... if that's going to be the relationship between us... i really dunno how to put down this love for her... all this time i tried means to win her heart.. i know i am not a v charming person , but i just tired all my ways.. mayb she juz do not have the feeling ba.. she have her own life to live.. am i interrupting it? each day pass and i only can have pictures of her in my mind.. no more than that.. mayb i hav lost my confidence in approaching relationship or mayb i am a outright failure in it... so much mayb.. which of this is true.. which of this is my own pessimistic view.. i juz hope i can be with her.. that's the only thing i really hope to have right now in my life..

-=[YzW]=- nothing but u ... haiz..

How do a single celebrate valentine day? haha.. there is many many ways.. with frenz.. treat it as a normal day or even go out with many unknown ppl.. lol... for me.. most of my time was spent in the stupid skool..

Obviously, it is very stupid, but i have to pon one lesson in order to meet her.. i have no other choices, haha.. i went and prepare to meet her ba.. nv have a chance to go out with her i guess... not even today.. coz she have to home.. so wad i can do is juz meet her and say bye i guess...

I went with jiting, coz kinda scare if i am alone.. when i saw her, she look v cute.. haha.. hmm.. making me speechless at that point of time.. however, at least i gave a smile. haha.. then i went back to jiting and jiting scolded me.. coz she ask me whether i wanna tag along but i say i dun tink so.. lol... yea.. kinda stupid of me.. but i have no time to tink i guess.. i really do not know how to react ma..

then me n her exchange msgs... found out that she like the present .. tt's good la. haha... =) .. so me n jiting met up zhen guang at jp and have fun by buying lollipop and give to pretty gals.. haha.. but i din manage to give it to any sranger..suddenly i am so hum .. lol ... dunno y.. den i have to rush home to finish up my project and have a test tml ... haha.. at least i get them done.. but i slp at 5.. lol

-=[YzW]=- wish to see her everyday

Wonder what is going to happen during monday b boys match .. they fight during training.. flare up at each other during tournament.. what more can they bring.. really hope monday they can put in a v good performance.. get their basic firm and play like a team..

Today almost late for work.. but when reach there.. only a supervisor and P/T staff.. both slacking..lolx.. so i know nothing much for the first few hr.. haha.. den juz serve a few customer.. jiting late agin.. .lolx.. mayb one day he wil be sack eh? haha... jkjk.. hmm.. sms a lot during working.. of coz during manager not here tt time..

In bali thai , anuty J teach me how to make chendol and ice kachang.. ahah... v fun wor.. lolx... then also learn how to bill for table.. haha.. getting more knowledge le.. hmm... after that went to arcade and play ... same old game actually...

Then met up with alan , guan soon and jinhong + galfren.... went to eat ya kun .. den watch xiao hai bu ben 2.. with out hui shi .. haha.. v comedy and touching.. but i like the part where the police catch the ah ma to police station.. lolx.. beri funny.. haha.. u guys shud go watch..

Hmm.. after that when i know many ppl not going to training.. i was v furious la.. coz they mon got match yet dun wan to train .. everythink not done.. den i call them up.. not say force dem come.. i waste around 40 sms to urge them come down for training.. haiyo.. to my delight .. they came down.. luckily la.. den got many ppl play bball lor.. we help to improve they steps and defending..

Hmm... in between i was msgin her la.. i dunno wad she is thinking but i hope is something good ba.. i dunno how long more can i take those kind of rejection words.. but i know i will hold on ba... But at the same time i scare she might feel v stress by my actions... mayb i shud juz stay somewhere.. when she need me i will appear.. if not i will juz hide.. haha.. i will wait... coz nothing really catches my heart le ba.. even the one i previously have feelings for..

I juz dun wanna play around with BGR.. it will defintely hurt one of the party.. i juz wan to have a rellationship which i can be with the gal i like and treat her like treasure.. sell when the price is rite.. lolx.. jkjk.. hmm.. but when will that day come? haha..

-=[YzW]=- pls win on mon... i have faith in u guys..

haha... nowadays keep playing dota.. got test also play dota.. haha.. mad la.. but still a noob leh.. no matter how i play always cannot play well ... mayb i miss out some impt steps ba.. haiz... so sianz.. haha... but it's fun.. of coz gals wun find it interesting though but boys will get hook once u like this kind of game.. haha..

Hmm .. next week got 3 test..[food][beverage] and [catering science] .. die le la.. haha.. mon wed and fri .. and after next week is the AA --- asian aerospace.. heard from ppl it's v hectic.. aiyo... reach home late.. go work early.. siao wan. haha .. where got time for dota.. lol ...haha.. hmm ...no la.. i control myself not to play too much

today is the [MIS] test.. haha.. shud be ok la.. i thot it was going to be hard coz i nv highlight .. luckily got shaun notes..haha.. after my test went to chinatown there.. help alex fitt costume.. haha.. for theme party de.. lol.. hmm... getting interestin le.. haha... hope the theme party will be a v fun thing.. i can invite 1 or 2 frenz to come.. who wans??? faster tag to tell me.. haha.. it's on the 9 march..

val day coming le.. still single.. lolx.. mayb mon stead le hoh.. wahahaha..jkjk .. cannot sui sui bian bian find one de.. must sincerely go and love some one and make her urs.. wahaha.. dun fling and flirt or u will not understand what is love in ur whole life as gals will aviod u le.. for those guys who flirt and fling.. i just can say that i regretted.. haha.. i know temptations do come along.. but muz be strong to go againsst it!!

Hmm.. so late liaoz.. chatting on msn .. so tired.. haha.. going to slp soon... haha.. zzzzzZzz.. anyway .. going to blog more often i suppose.. =) ..

-=[YzW]=- all the best to ppl taking result!!

O LEVEL RESULT. STAY HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT! =)

hahaa... this post is to help those who feel scare or afraid de.. i hope it helps la.. i using my experience.. lolx... hope got ppl view..

Hmm.. 1st, let me stress on this point, getting an o lvl result though can be a heartbreaking or a excited event for each and everyone of u... but no matter what , u need to carry on with life rite? mayb u will feel happy or feel sad for that moment , but what's done is done.. get on with ur life.. If u did well.. den congrats!!! but for those who din get what they wanted.. no point broading over it .. just get it over and done with and plan for ur future...

For me.. i admit i cried as i really din expect that to happen .. and i also went berserk on the spot.. but realising that nothing can ever change the result.. why not juz accept it and continue with what i have.. haha..

O lvl is like a stepping stone in life.. with out it , u cannot judge where u are .. with it , u understand the strength and weakness in ur subjects.. treat it as a stepping stone not a stumbling block which block ur future.. but a stepping stone which lead u to ur next destinaition.. i know some may not accept what is coming , but mayb in future u found out that the result has brought u luck and great destiny..

Also, comparing between frenz is a very common thing that will happen .. no matter what, pls try to understand each other feelings... for those who did well , pls try to understand the rest who din did so well.. try to comfort them and also give good advice. For those who din do well , pls dun get upset when u lose to ur fren or wad.. if they are so happy, congratulate them .. stay emtionally calm.. every one has their own path to walk .. so comparing with each other is just a self - fuifillment for some ppl .. mayb in future u will be richer or smarter than them.. haha.. just trying to say always stay calm and not get upset over ppl's result when compared to urs.. ppl have different capability , mayb they are good in studies while urs is sports.. that doesn't mean they are going to be more succesful in life... who knows ur music talent also can bring u far.. or mayb u get into national team of singapore in a particular sports.. so dun give up ur future easily..

Stay optimistic , view things in different kind of perspective, this will allow u to understand what other choices u have in life and not getting upset and couldn't carry urself thru...

I know many of u are having a v scare and mixed feeling , pondering what will happen on the release of result.. for what i have say above, mayb some of u still will get upset.. but most impt is to get over it soon.. and for those who did really badly , eg. fail eng. mayb that is a wake up call in ur life.. try to start going all out for ur future and not sit down and waiting for things to happen ...

I hope this post help most of u .. this post mostly for those who din do well.. i hope there is no one who din do well la!! haha.. here i wish u all the best and a excited and earthshaking event to end ur sec skool life.. =)

-=[YzW]=- being happy is the most impt aspect in life

Yeah... here i come blogging again. skool getting on with lots of events... as in games in class.. lolx.. skool a place for studying ? nah.. haha.. magic cards.. bridge ... all came out liao .. lolx... now everyday we always hope that skool ends ealy..so can play lan.. damn cheap at douby ghout.. lolx... i know i spell wrong but i purposely de lehx.. lolx..

My 4e6 buddies.. how u guys ar? been a long time since i see u guys.. always see dy nick like v scary .. got blood den dunno wad and wad de la.. haha.. chun always with her stressful project and stuf...steph still her 5566 nick rite? i suppose so .. lolx... hmm.. then tt jy still with his boa dream.. lolx.. haha.. meet up some time k .. milton , i dun wan say ur nick coz it hasn't change for ages.. haha...

Hmm... o levl coming out soon le.. all wan to cry just cry la.. i also cry b4 le.. but life still go on .. tink later i post a blog on o lvl ba.. hehe.. hope those getting result de will come and see.. lolx

Val day coming le... haha.. me n jiting going to date ..haha.. no lar... dunno wad to do ... asking her out also dunno whether she wans to nort.. lolx... mayb ask many many gal out lolx..... but tt's kind of expensive acutally.. must tink of the pros and cons worx.. haha...

muahahaha... dunno wad to write le.. anyway .. HAPPY CNY .. lolx.. haven over .. haha..

-=[YzW]=- woot! jia you everyone

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!