.Friday, January 27, 2006 ' 1:44 AM Y
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Once upon a time. a guy just do not know how to treasure someone who treat him well.. now ended up no one want to give him a chance at all.. hmm.. mayb that's what that guy deserve ba.. no matter what, he should at least get some scolding... haha.... CnY coming lo... haha.. going back to malaysia again .. play firecrackers, eat reunion dinner.. have fun with the big "Yu" family.. lolx... going to fun i suppose... going back on this sat morning... haha... going to see my relative again .. hmm.. espcially my cousin who always wanted to play bball with me.. haha.. he is TALL man.. haha..Haven bought any new clothes yet man.. all i bought was shoe and shoe and shoe... cost me abt 150 le.. woo.. so ex .. lolx... hmm ... no time to shop tml also .. after skool going to work le.. haiyo .. haha. save that money ba.. lolx... bali thai getting more and more staff... haiyo .. i at most only work twice a week... shit man.. lolx.. 1 month only 160.. tt's sick man .. lolx..Shatec getting more and more interesting le lo... headwaiter today .. tiring job.. haha.. dunno why ... but still ok la.. SJI came and i have to serve boys.. for goodness sake man .. BOYS i repeat... lolx... some more they look and act so arrogant.. but i have to maintain a headwaiter attitude in serving them .. lol..Today is another day of diasater.. shud not have do it.. but sooner or later it's coming.. wad i can do is hide under my blanket and cry ba.. lolx... no la.. i wun cry easily.. coz i wanna live happily even with failure in my life.. i dun care how bad it is but i wan to live my life to the fullest..!! lol.. sound so optismistic..lolx..-YzW- again , i fall on this kind of occasion
.Wednesday, January 25, 2006 ' 12:15 AM Y
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for the past few days, i am into coaching man, no as in i am a coach of some team or wad, but a stand in one.. lol... my sister is the coach of Bukit panjang net ball girls..and i went to help out , woo .. v excited when the match start.. den recently yhss sack the my bball coach , den the b boys no longer have anymore coach for the tournament.. haiyo..Then today i went down to help them.. they were great as they listen to me and did what they r told.. They were against Ju ying.. we were up in half time by around 18 .. but then juying play full court press and i din noe how to react.. haiyo.. den they push and fight back and when the final whistle blow.. it was 45-45... a draw!! i was stun of coz.. haha.. but here come overtime.. we play well and defend well and through some though defening and some lucky shots, we won 53-51... I was of coz happy.. the juying coach came to shook my hand .. lol.. as if i was some kind of prof coach.. but it was the boys who did well .. yeah .. congrats to them .. i was delighted we won but there are still so many areas to cover...they need more training.. if not they will be easilt defeated.. This win of coz i will like to share it with my coach .. he is the unlucky one coz is yhss dun wan to have bball anymore not my coach did not bring result.. but nvm la.. he is always a good coach to me... haha... and i hold him as role model for bball...Hmm.. yah.. long time a blog eh? not as enthu as last time le.. lolx.. anyway .. shatec b class is having a theme party.. my class la.. lolx. and it's a huge project wor.. die le.. lolx.. i am involve in the committee wor.. shiok rite.. but hectic work need to be done.. and i belif it will be done perfetecly.. hmm.. lol... trying to get sponser .. ANYONE??? lolx..yeah. .hmm.. abt relationship.. nothing much really make me to feel despair or sad.. coz i no longer want to haev that kind of feeling coz it really hurts.. but so far so good la.. haha.. some time its good to be alone.. haha.. but some time...... wahahahaha.. jkjk nia... Hmmm... MAN UTD WON LIVERPOOL 1-0 .. wahahaha.. tt toot carragher still so much to tok for wad... be a sport man .. come on .. take it like a man .. do the rite thing.. lolx.. hahaha... Signing off here ba.. eh .. jio more ppl read my bloggy lehx.. haha... if got a lot.. i tell u i everyday update ar.. wahahaha... -YzW- get well soon ...
.Wednesday, January 18, 2006 ' 3:47 AM Y
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Hey guys, it been long since i last blog, didn;t know still got ppl read my blog.. haha.. anyway , i cannot blog everyday coz i really can't bring myself to write about her and her and her which will really make my day down.. Haha... anyway, trying to just lead a normal life, doing things that i suppose to get more experience,. handling projects, making work more fun , hanging out with jiting , playing dota with zh and ben , playing magic cards in sch.. tt's how i have been for the past few weeks i supppose..However, bali thai staff more and more le.. hard to earn many money .. dunno wad i can do man.. mayb i shud really find another job.. lolx... cartel? lolx... see how la.. but no matter what i will continue to work till i really cannot find myself time...Anything abt relationship is just a talking issue for me.. i am no longer interested of wooing as is tiring and meaningless when the amt u contribute is just gone to a waste... i am giving myself an oppurtunity to get forward and advance with the society by learning more new things rather than spending time on things which pull me back everyday.Been a long time since i see my 4e6 class mate le.. wanna see u guys soon lehx... haha.. anyway .. still owe ben 50 bucks.. lolx... i will return de k...i am not tt type of person who lent and run .. lolx.. i have conscience de .. lolx..Hmm.. so late i still haven slp is due to my recently habit.. it's bad la.. but haiyo.. everytime 4 slp den 8 wake up .. not enuff sia.. haha.. but dunno wad i can do lehx.. everytime dun feel like slping... haha...Anyway, yhss bball jia you k .. u guys last year no matter what must do ur best .. haha.. though is kinda hard but just give ur best shot ba.. hmm.. sorry i dun have time to go down and see.. Anyway .. signing off here.. gotta slp lor.. haha-YzW- find my way to lead my life to the fullest
.Monday, January 02, 2006 ' 1:04 AM Y
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Haiz... so much things have happened since i last blog, sad things , happy things all stack up in december.. i dun remember there is so much event happen in my life before.. i dunno how to react to this type of things.. a new year a new beginning? i hope so .. i do not wan to dwell in the sad things that is currently occupied in my mind.I went to see her before my trip to genting .. gave her present and talk to her, it was a very happy moment of coz.. able to be alone with her gave me the feeling of having her by my side, though tt is just my illusion but that was enough to make me enjoy my trip to genting.. it was great at genting coz it's my first time spending it with my frenz, jiting , weisiong, jason , lianhong , jon , zhen guang. we went to spa, clubbing, eat ,shopping but not playing the rides.. haha.. i wan to play but they didn't wan to i suppose..
On the third day, i receive a call from my dad, a very heartbreaking news, my grandma pass away, this is wad i say sad things, in my life i have never came across a death of my close relative, i know it was coming but not tt early..
so i went to my hometown from genting alone.. to attend my grandma funeral , i know the person who feel worst is my dad, coz my grandma dote him most, but there is nothing i can do at that moment..
now i came back to singapore and i know it's been long since i contacted her, and just now she told me she just wan to be frenz with me.. tt's also coming my way i suppose.. mayb i have no way of avioding it coz she really does not have any feeling for me.. i always hold on to the hope that i might have the chance .. but yet in my mind i have another thinking of she rejecting me..
now wad shud i do with my life? i only know wad eva i try to do best in , nothing yields from it, am i going to give up on her, how is that possible when i love her so much. a new year with all this events around my mind , i am struggling with my emotion.. i am ... but i just know that no matter how i try to change things, it only get worse... i have given up on myself, i have no idea wad is my next step. mayb i shud just live a life in a simple way, not aimin for goals and ambition but just be contended with wad i have..
-YzW- game over?
