.Sunday, October 16, 2005 ' 12:50 AM Y
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ARh!!!! tink is over le ba... she still stick to what she said... i tink i am really a guy which dunno who to cherish and what nort to go for.. its always like tt... why am i such a letdown.. putting all my heart to love someone yet the outcome is negative.. but when get something easily.. dun cherish it at all.. =(Today woke up at 3 plus.. coz yesterday playing maple overnight.. hmm.. kanna scold by dad.. that marks the start of a bad day le ba.. went to play bball in the evening.. having flu.. that's the time where i msg her and get to know what she want.. and , mayb expected but still shock abt what her respone was.. trying to ignore what happen but i was thinking abt almost everytime while i was playing bball.. should i let go.. how? is it possible to let go just like tt? will i feel she bu de? will i still love her? i dunno .. haiz.. hope can just clear my mind and live again.. tml got work at park mall there.. betta let myself have fun rather than having another bad day.. arGh!! must pick up myself..!!! muxX!!!! tired.. zzZzzzZzz-YzW- sob.
