woke up ard 12 le.. chun msg me say meet 1 .. haha.. of coz cannot la.. told her 130 .. den me play maple and den go bathe... haha... then took the 187 go westmall.. meet her at popular.. she buying pens .. NP startin skool ma.. haha... she dun have pen.. den she acc. me go shop for ear piece. and joypad.. haha.. eventually bought both at price 43 i tink. hehe..

Then after that meet jy and dy at imm.. dy wanna make contact lens ma.. haha.. ex.. lucky my eyes no much prob.. hehe... jealous rite? lolx.. jkjk.. miss her.. dun wanna miss but still miss.. heard from ppl st 41 got mosquito hotspot.. lolx.. scary sia.. i st42 lehx.. lolx.. mayb mosquito fly to 42 ar.. lolx.. also quite near her home.. hope nth happen ba...

after that we went pool... play till pek cek.. thought i can win d.. then tt tyco jy's ball went in without anyone spotting it except me.. stun la.. bo bian.. honest then tell lor.. lolx... haha.. but the next game i won.. after i met up my family for dinner as today is my dad's bdae.. hehe. we went into country manna.. poor service!! come in table dirty .. serve things so so long.. fed up sia.. haha.. dunno wad they trying to do.. haha... then came home.. test my joypad.. fun sia.. betta then the 2 key detect key pad on my labby.. haha.. miss her...

-YzW- tc of urself..

woke up ard 12 oe 1 ar.. forget.. haha.. cannot do anythig den play maple lor.. play and play and play.. haha.. actually wanna go jamming de.. but then nv plan properly... haiz.. jt also working.. so nth la.. haha.. no bball today coz many of them nort free.. hehe.. mayb this coming tues ba...

Jiting came to my hse after his work.. he go collect tuner ma.. haha.. den he come my hse see me play maple.. haha.. he play roseonline sia.. haha.. 3d de worx.. me 2d only.. haha.. den go pasar malam buy makan .. lolx.. walk here walk there but quite a lot la.. then go back my hse watch arsenal and totteham match..

starting early spurs score le.. then jt sad sia.. lucky i still can joke with him... haiz.. den arsenal score back and drew.. haha... den i walk jt home , talk personal stuff again.. buay tahan la.. both also sad sad .. den jason help us order beer drink .. a bit only la.. haha.. den lian hong came along and we watch soccer at a coffee shop... as usual chelsea won again.. nth to say .. but went home watch man u match makes my day crumble even more.. haiz.. lost 4-1 to boro..

starting to like her more and more but it just the same as the previous one... mayb this shows that i am no longer capable of handling relationship ba.. haha.. dunno wad to say ... hope i can really pick up myself and face the challenge ba... it doesn't help much with just determination and perserverance.. nothing is garentee.. haiz..

-YzW- feeling so hurt.. but still cannot pick up myself.

wahaha.. today grp presentation.. haha.. morning go skool with labby.. so heavy ... bo bian la.. only me in the grp have labby... lucky me dad bought for me.. wahaha..

Mr lowe still as naughty sia.. nth to say ... lolx.. haizz.. when our presentation start quite dull... everybody all tired after the lunch.. then bo bian .... lucky irmah get back some of the points .. if not die liao le.... heng.. hehe.. got 58/70.. not bad le ba..

Hmm.. after that is training restaurant le.. got function... haha.. me pantry personel.. handle all the foods.. haha... also eat the remaining .. lol... tt is the advantage of being in the pantry .. lol.. nth to say ar.. then bernerd give me lots of beverage to consume.. lolx...

After that me and paulina wanna take cabbie home.. see vieanna then sun lu den call her along lor.. WAH .. wait for 15 min also no cab .. lukily in the end come.. if not take bus faster ar. lol... hmmm .. today the lastest release de.. abt 7+.. so late.. sky also dark le.. haha.. hmm.. reach home then play maple watch teebee le.. then go slp.. early sia... but wake up and play till 3 + lolx... i willl nv be guai de lorx.. whaahhaha...

-YzW- confessed...

Almost woke up late today, still make it in time for that toot 187... make me run sia. lolx.. reach skool and faster buy coffee to drink.. lolx.. Mr lowe lesson nort bored la.. quite alright but at his age he still so mischeiovious.. was wondering how he do it.. haha..

Eng project for other grp was presented today.. tml is my grp's turn.. wahahaha.. die liaoz.. must chiong fiinish worx.. haiz.. tt xxxxx nv do anything de... lolx... dunno wad to say sia.. nvm la.. she already suay till dunno wad liaoz.. hmm.. reach home then start watching the 4 talent liaoz.. haha.. maple 33 le.. lolx... so hard to lvl up now..

Then slp a while .. then woke up 9 le.. muz start to do project.. do do do.. didn't realise there is so much to do.. haha.. then irmah send me pics.. do a lot sia.. haiyo.. haha... finally finish at 11 like tt... haha.. yeah!! hope tml presentation will be great! .... =)

think i have already chose to forget her.. it seems easy .. but negatively too.. mayb tis will really be good for both of us... she can have wad she wan... and i being able to let go .. but haiz... really dun wan to get the same pain i go thru.. mayb tis is all God's plan for me to walk.. i dunno wad he have for me at the end but i know if i believe in Him , always good things will be waiting for me at the end.. =) ..

-YzW- forgetting*

Early in the moring got POC test le.. seems easy la.. but got some qns dunno how answer... what will happen to food establishment if they breaches the hygiene bla bla bla.. lolx.. after that tootpid test then went for Bartending.. Mr David ask everyone a cocktail and expect us to memorise everything... lots of ppl cannot make it sia.. lucky he ask me something i know.. phew~

Haha.. jonny didn't come to skool today, got tooth infection aR... lolx. cannot laugh.. hmm.. after that me paulina and irmah went westmall eat.. lolx.. eat rice ... haha.. it was raining so went going back we sat at delifrance and waited for umbrella .. haha... then i spotted the promotion delifrance have.. buffet in the morning 730-1030 for friday, saturday, sunday and public holi.. for only 6.95 .. haha.. some more all bread i tink.. muahahha...

went back for POC practical... cooking spaghetti.. hehe.. hard sia.. add this add that.. stir .. look .. haha.. eventually "poof" out come the spag... lolx... then after that make mayonaiise.. lolx... i tink me and irmah make till v good lor.. lolx.. nice lehx. .brought it home.. haha... the xxxxxx offended the whole class today sia.. haiyo .. even alicia angry till dunno like wad... buay tahan her.. tt JAck cHan still side tt xxxxxx .. nth to say ar.. haha..

Went home with pualina , she going nelson hse again .. lolx.. got companion liaoz.. lolx... reach home so tired then take a nap.. hehe.. feeling so tired.. got headache some more.. dunno why ... but haha.. dunno la.. cannot carry on le.. =X

-YzW- mystery......

Woke up at 7.. so tired.. lolx.. must reach skool by 845.. haiz.. have to go la.. bobian.. cannot slp more le... bought a nascafe coffee to keep meself awake thru out the lessons.. haha.. but eventually during POC lesson fell asleep..

That Mr Jack Chan Was a Bored person.. talk non stop.. haiyo .. cannot stand him... cannot stand his class.. every one was half awake.. haha.. all eyes cannot tahan, all waiting for that 430 to come.. lolx.. BUT.. he dismiss at 4 . .haha.. all so happy.. lolx..

When going home saw hisham, haven;t return him his baju kurong.. lolx.. so embarressed.. hope to return him soon..lolx... reach home abt 5 liaoz lor.. sianz.. then play play .. then remembered tml got POC test.. kaoz..

Think of POC think of tt Jack Chan.. lolx.. dunno how to study his things.. he give tips all dunno zhun wan a nort.. lolx.. but got study and memorise la.. haiz... maple chiong a bit today ..lolx... must catch up tt cocky shuan .. lolx... tired.. zZZZzzz .. that's all folks.. lolx..

-YzW- thinking thinking.. still thinking.. haiz..

After that tootpid real madrid match, haha.. woke up just after a few hours of slp then must go skool le.. sianz. haha.. feeling so tired.. die la.. hmm.. need to bring labby to skool for project.. in turn the bag so heavy sia.. haha..

Went to mac , suddenly have the urge to eat ma.. lolx.. luckily still early, have a sausage mcmuffin with egg meal,.. lolx.. reach skool ard 945, alicia say 1030 SCGS coming le..haha .. at first was excited de , but den brendan and kuang tok disgusting jokes abt SCGS , then my day was spoiled! lolx...

Mr Zin make me and kuang to do a mock wine waiter in front of the SCGS ppl , but i tink nobody looking ba,.. lolx.. in the end , he praise me and kuang, excellant.. lolx.. not easy k... haha... then the other ppl who have different post have to serve those SCGS de lor.. lolx.. no pretty de lol..=X

After the service must reset the setting of the table.. lolx. so troublesome.. haha.. drank some rose syrup .. lolx.. mr zin nv see.. wahaha... hmm.. then after that go library do project.. so bored.. lolx.. must type and type.. lolx.. then i tired paulina and irmah took over.. jonny still eating his mash potatoe.. lolx...

then go home alone as always.. so tired.. raech home abt 3+ to 4.. then go slp le.. lolx. .tired ma.. haha .. zzZZzZZz... tink i no longer love her that much le ba... fade le.. mayb coz nv contact her.. the hope has gone.. haiz.. dunno good or bad hoh...

-YzW- c0nFuse!

ARh!! woke up ard 12-1pm .. so late ..zZZzzz.haha... after yesterday soccer and bball game.. totally shut down liaoz.. got muscle cramp lehx.. lolx.. lousy sia me.. like wad they say.. modern history liaoz.. lolx...

Hmm.. woke up then watch ge tou tian wang le.. hehe.. nice la.. not sa v nice but quite interesting.. hehe.. hmm.. den play maple lor.. play play play.. but so long also nv lvl up .. haha.. hard sia.. den mum call me go help her at 7... go there then saw a couple , age not more than 15 de... hug dunno like wad at the bball court in front of coffee shop .. stun .... lol.. dunno wad to say..

later went home watch a bit of tt charity show la.. only impress with the tony dunno wad la.. that thai guy .. hmm.. excellant sia he.. haha... still feeling tired whole day .. haiz.. mum ask me wan to go oversea this dec.. i say nort free.. coz got genting with jason they all and also chalet ma.. haha.. so nort free lor..

Hmm .. nv tink much abt her le la.. mayb it is really time to let go lor.. mayb.. haha.. hope it will turn out better this way.. hehe... in a dilema sia.. <--- like tt spell wan? lolx... anyway end here le.. tired ... lolx.. nite...zzZ

-YzW-

Hey... haha.. ppl read my bloggy must add me to ur link in ur blog hoh.. hehe...

hmm. woke up in morning dunno why want to go eat mac so go with my eldest and younger sister ... eat a lot wors.. lolx..cannot tahan.. i dun wanna be tingwei.. oOps.. hehe... after that go home chiong maple.. haha.. sianz.. so slow den grow lvl de.. haha.. hmm.. den play play play kent call me go for a soccer match.. i think abt it and why nort. haha..

Meet them at douby gout mrt got kong guan , tony and kent.. then we went to st willfred.. the artificial soccer field.. lolx.. so go there.. all oldies or adult lehx.. kaoz.. then we 4 1st half on bench .. lolx.. then next half kent and tony go in.. then left abt 20 min me and guan go in .. lolx... hard to play sia.. me play nort bad ba.. haha.. shud be ba... next time sure can play more.. coz today 1st day go they dunno me yet ma.. lolx

after that rush to je to play bball ... lolx.. imagine change from leg to hand.. haha.. reach there at 8.. jin hong, lian hong, guan soon , alan and wen hao all sit there.. they haven't even PLAY haha.. then yhss gals there and some other de la.. then we paly with them.. hmm ..got sharon , wan hui , man lin , felicia, joyce and eunice ba.. that's all i know i tink.. nort bad eh.. lolx.. we won all the match.. muahahahaah =) .. then go watch soccer a disappointing draw for man u .. sob.. sob..

been abt 4 days since i contact her le.. hmm.. mayb i shud really let go and open doors hoh.. but haiz.. dunno why all the J de so tough de .. lolx... jkjk ... hmm. .tired le.. now go slp le ba.. nite everybody .. lolx.. ZZZzzzz

-YzW- body ache.. lolx..

Wahahaa, middle of the night posting blog.. lolx.. coz just now didn;t realise i fell asleep.. hehe.. =)

It was a usual friday except that i went school and learnt nothing.. coz it was grp presentation for 2 groups(mine next week) and a lesson call food service management is cancelled... After those presentation lesson, we head towards the training restaurant.. wah.. me polishing cutlery for hrs ....zZzzZz... After that Mr Zin go thru a mock service with us.. quite fun la.. lolx.. coz everybody crap here and there...

Paulina accompanied me on my journey home coz she was going to nelson's hse.. actually jonny is going the same way but he was a slowpoke this time around.. lolx.. .so in the end me n paulina squeeze up this crowded and old(wad paulina describe) 187 .. lolx.. den i reached home abt 7

haha.. my maple lvl 31 le.. though tt stupid shuan keep putting down my bandit but i shut my ears on his comment.. lolx.. so wad he lvl 45... haha.. then i play play then daddy again "advice" me not to play too much ... me bo bian close a while go take nap.. in the end ZzzzzZzzzzz .... haha... den didn't reply to madeline msg.. anyway , MaG , lost her hp wahahaha.. or bi .. haha jkjk .. can buy new hp wad.. lolx.. anyway take care everyone..

-YzW- MuaHaHa.. stiLL mIssIng hEr LotS

WaH!!! woke up already 9 le.. also having headache so decided nort to go skool le.. haiz.. keep having sleepless night.. dunno why .. keep thinkin of her... have not been contacting her since she told me to give up on her...

Contiinue to slp till 12 plus.. yawn.. tired lehx.. haha.. hmm.. buay tahan.. go play maple and also winning eleven.. play till so sianz.. zzzzZz.. then watch tv.. actually wan to study but all the books put in the locker at skool.. haha.. end up sleeping again.. =X

Woke up and miss my fav. show.. haha.. sianz.. hmm. . den went to see doctor loi .. he crap like wad sia.. lol.. tell him i got headache then he tok a lot of things nort concerning it.. lolx. he very funny de la.. lolx.. can crap like dunno wad.. haha.. today quite bored la.. lolx..

-YzW- ZzzzzZzz..

Muahah, today woke up at 1 plus.. lolx.. must rush to jurong east to meet xiao chun and gang.. reach there then got jiayong,tingwei , kaixin, kerjia, kailyn, chunhui and dingyang.. got miss out anyone? tink no .. lolx.. hmm.. took a train to orchard and went to wheelock eat sakae... hehe.. yum yum.. though dunno how to eat mush but try to try and eat as much as i could..

Ben and michelle join us too.. we eat and crap.. lolx.. play play play .. then tootpid jy squeeze me into a seat .. cannot even move.. so strong lehx.. lolx.. haha.. mayb ish i weak .. tt dingyang no feeling still down there eat... hehe.. later that kuku milton come le.. lolx.. come and eat also .. eat eat eat.. eat so much.. but the winner still tingwei la.. still as greedy as ever.. lolx..

Later we went to heeren to walk walk den saw tt noisy julie tan.. lolx. she working there ma.. den she keep tkoing crap sia.. haha.. bully ben in front of michelle.. lolx.. after that we meet up chun again at city hall coz she go take things.. hehe..

Then we all go home le lor.. on mrt also tok...tok and tok and tok. lolx den suddenly think of her again le.. haiz.. ask lobster whether give up or wad ... she told me to give up also.. why everybody also say give up.. is it really tt bad ?? haiyo.. why why why... i still love her. i still miss her.. but all i can do is now like her without doing anything.. heart pain pain..nvm la.. this is how life goes.. let's hoope there is miricle ba...

-YzW- pRaYiNg f0R mIrAcLe

A sad day... so use dull colour ba.. a long day in school.. nothing much happen expect that paulina and jonny just urks me by saying things i do not wish to hear.. mayb they are rite.. i am no longer the attractive guy anymore.. i no longer know how to win a girls heart.. all i know is abt simpicity which i dun really aware of..

Came home and was quite tired.. dunno wad to do so watch tv... my sis bought a cd call "remember the titans" .. it is a very touching and nice show.. go rent it and watch it.. i bet u will nv regret watching it..

Msg her.. clarify what i wanna say .. and she call me to give up on her.. what a ending.. imagine a gal that u like tells u to give up on her .. how bad can it be.. i didn't expect tt coming my way.. i mean not tt bad.. but it has come.. mayb is good that i know it earlier but i can frankly say that i am already deep in love with her.. i tried to tell myself to let go.. but end up motivating myself to go on for her.. i always say wan to give her happiness.. mayb what i am doing to her right now is making her sad... wondering still... Zw is missing... how to find it back...

-YzW- i'm sorry

can slp a bit late as 10 den start lesson, went to izhar hse and take vest and bowtie for yongtah.. haha... izhar hair messy like spaghetti.. lolx.. =X went to sch and was so tired.. eyes keep flowing out liquid.. pain pain.. was still thinking whether wanna buy present for her nort..

Today's post washup personnel sia.. keep washing plates , cleaning up pantry, haha.. but it was better than those ppl outside polishing cultery and goblet.. coz we can do wad we wan in the pantry, haha,,, actually not really wad we wan la.. lolx.. but got some freedom.. only thing is no aircon.. damn .. lolx...

finish early abt 1 plus.. went to library discuss project, haiz.. paulina got prob with nelson .. then irmah also get involve.. my gang shaken man.. lolx.. jonny still having sercive at other place.. lolx.. discuss finish compre then walk with irmah to mrt, she quite sad lehx.. haiz.. dunno how to help.. just call her dun tink lor.. lolx... hmm.

meet chunhui at mos.. she wanna pei me buy things for her, coz xiao hui free ma.. lolx.. thanx a lot xiao hui... u r my bestest mate in yuhua and life.. hehe... we went eat eat, then shop around lvl 4 lor.. actually i already have some sort of idea in mind wad to buy for her le..end up at precious thots, bought a cute figure for her.. haha.. den we procede to mac at chun hse there de.. den i fold and cut hearts lor.. hehe.. hmm.. chun eat a lot man, scary, i mean ice cream.. haha

It was abt 6 plus when i finish the present.. haha.. den wait for her to come home lor.. but she nv say wad time.. den study some cocktail making lor, next week got test.. haha.. den wait abt 9 cannot liaoz, i go coffee shop watch show.. alone! lolx.. den 930 liaoz her cousin help me call her bro to take lor.. den she replied me, saying she still with her frenz.. then i say nvm ... then she CALLED me.. haha.. den tok abt 10-15 sec.. very good liao hoh.. haha.. den i tell her i pass it to her bro lor.. den faster took cab home coz i still in shatec uniform.. lolx... happy she call me.. she sent me a msg too abt she like the present... i hope so la.. lolx.. =)

-YzW-

Woo... man utd won .. lolx.. hmm.. woke up ard 11 , actually wanna slp longer wan but my dad keep nagging me till i gave up ... plus my inconsiderate maid vacumn the floor so noisy.. totally lost the desire to slp.

Waking up so late means my breakfast is already skipped.. my 2nd sis call me and ask whether i wan lunch nort. i sat at livin room watching tv.. ge dou tian wang. and also formula 1 .. haha.. time flies man, and i have to go to work le.. lolx..

Working at fort canning.. some sort of dinner and dance function.. it was pouring and i was drench when i reach there... soon i found out tt function was for policeman de.. haha.. all look so well built.. envy .. lolx... start to set up table and chair.. this and that.. lots of stuff to do.. work for so damn long.. lolx.. 7 hrs .. haha ... till 11 lehx.. vincent my boss call me way way way, then rite my name ah wing.. -_-" .. haha.. earn abt 50 bucks ba.. haha.. soon so tired and took fiona uncle cabby to jurong east int and took a bus home..

Tired sia.. on my was home when it strucks 12!!!!! it's her birthday.. hmmm .. msg her but i tink she is sleeping.. haha.. but i still dunno whether i wan to give the present to her tml nort.. in a dileama... see how it goes ba.. haha... hmm.. tired.. going to slp ... hehe..

My heart is still with her... how.. hmm... haiz.. zzZzzzZ

YzW

ARh!!!! tink is over le ba... she still stick to what she said... i tink i am really a guy which dunno who to cherish and what nort to go for.. its always like tt... why am i such a letdown.. putting all my heart to love someone yet the outcome is negative.. but when get something easily.. dun cherish it at all.. =(

Today woke up at 3 plus.. coz yesterday playing maple overnight.. hmm.. kanna scold by dad.. that marks the start of a bad day le ba.. went to play bball in the evening.. having flu.. that's the time where i msg her and get to know what she want.. and , mayb expected but still shock abt what her respone was.. trying to ignore what happen but i was thinking abt almost everytime while i was playing bball..

should i let go.. how? is it possible to let go just like tt? will i feel she bu de? will i still love her? i dunno .. haiz.. hope can just clear my mind and live again.. tml got work at park mall there.. betta let myself have fun rather than having another bad day.. arGh!! must pick up myself..!!! muxX!!!! tired.. zzZzzzZzz

-YzW- sob.

Today is the day that i must wake up the most early and return home the latest.. from 830 to 7.. almost abt 12 hrs le.. wahaha.. tought rite? haha..

Early in the money was group presentation.. was not too bad or boring as i was the audience.. haha... saw kuang's and bernard grp present.. good sia.. got quite high marks in their presentation... lolx.. mine abt 2 weeks later then present..

Today also learn wine opening.. lolx.. so fun.. get to open wine. .know abt red and white wine.. abt the vintage.. lolx.. i also get to know more malay words during the lesson.. thanx to doris and irmah.. lolx.. chekweri si ni dong.. lolx.. tink confirm spell wrong.. lolx.. saya gentang. .muahahaha....

hmm.. today whole day nv msg her.. dunno why leh, dun wan to get the same feeling of waiting her reply... it feels very pain when she dun reply and i keep staring at the screen of the hp... haiz.. dunno lehx.. tink she really treat me as a friend only ba.. sob..sob.. lolx.. but irmah told me nort to give up coz mayb she also have her difficulties too.. haiz.. mayb lor.. i should try to understand more of her.. but it's hard.. i will try.. her bdae coming sia.. dunno can meet her nort.. !!!! she's online while i am typing!! =X how? to be continued tml .. lolx

-YzW- PuZzLeD

Woke up in the morning feeling not v restless.. but den when reach sch , the lesson was so boring that the atmosphere that tempt me to slp.. lolx.. dun even know when i fall asleep.. lolx.. quite a short day compare to other days... luckily if not i cannot tahan..

Only got her reply around 6+ today... haiz.. mayb i really not the guy she wans.. mayb i am nort the person she wans after all..what should i do... i really seem to be living in the mist of everything that i have trouble with... haha... haiz.. zzzzZzzzZ.. dunno wad she thinking lehx..

Got of property maintenance exam , haiz.. another B or B+ .. dun seem to do well last term .. v slack now and before... is time to buck up le la.. cannot keep playing... must do well... must be able to get the appropraite result to go into a university.. haha.. i can do it !!!

Tml have a long 4 hr of opening wine.. arHH!! so long.. it is going to be terrible.. lolx.. her birthday coming but i dun expect her to give me some chance of meetin her . Mayb coz of her parents too strict on her le ba.. must understand her situation too rite? hmmm... tired of everything..

-YzW- tired..

Muahaha... she msg me in the morning !!! so happy.. lolx... i dun blame her .. love her so much , where can blame her rite.. haha... i was walking to sch went my fone vibrate and to my suprise it was her..

Today she msg me around 15 msgs... to some of u guys it may be little.. but to me from her is really a very good thing le.. haha.. Went to sch with my labby and get all the songs from brendan ... now got 8gb of songs lehx.. haha... siao rite? haha.. today start of with bartanding.. cool...get to drink lots of cocktails again.. though i hate the brandy taste.. =X

After that went to kitchen to cook some sauce... and accidently burnt my finger.. pain pain ar.. got sparkled sound , tink is cells dead.. told her abt it and she say why i so careless.. take care.. wahahaha.. so happy.. =X .. hehe..

Went to watch a movie with jiting , wei siong and lian hong.. i sneak it de lehx.. no need pay money .. haha... watching "goal" nice sia.. santiargo munez... lolx.. watch till abt 9 plus went for dinner den go home reach ard 10 plus le.. no msg from her though.. =( .. haha.. but nvm la.. tink she also have things to do.. miss her so much.. her bdae coming.. how how. lolx... tt guy still dun wan return my money .. haiz.. toot la.. haha... still considering wad to buy for her... hmmm...... anyway .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to WeiSiong, DingYang and XinYi .. lolx.. all together de sia.. dot dot dot... muahaha...

-YzW-Loving u lots

Work up in the morning feeling so tired... as yesterday night chiong a bit of maple till abt 2.. haha.. reach skool with a packet of beehoon.. school started as usual with some boring lesson and some interesting one.. Mrs heng was irritated by my on-going conversation with my frenz.. was pointed out and humilated by her.. sad rite.. lolx.. but didn't care much

A long 3 hr lesson of cooking lesson.. damn sianz.. toking abt how to make sauce.. haiz.. tml must cook le.. sound interesting? think again... lolx.. The lesson just dun seem to stop .. go on and on and on.. listen to the trainer voice.. zZzzz.. haha... tinking of her thru out the lesson..

Msg her in morning asking her whether her End year Exam over le ma... she replied in the noon.. haha.. was so happy as she replied.. asked her whether night can tok on fone nort.. then she say can .. haha.. so anticipating for night to come lor..

Went to leonard hse meet up my best buddies.. having fun there with mahjong and a jinchang labby... play and play and eat together at kfc nearby leonard hse... still waiting for her to msg me that she reach home.. but it nv came ... abt 9 plus... must go home le.. lolx..as tml still got skool and some more need to memorise all the cocktail mixing.. wahaha.. 12 lehx.. so much to know,, so went home alone on bus 99 ... reading the manual and at the same time waiting for her msg.. but it nv came again .. lolx.. haiz..

Reach home went to bath and now i am here typing my blog.. i msg her when i was on the bus but till now still no reply.. so i suppose i am not able to contact her today again.. Ar!! What can i do to win her heart?? =( .. dunno wad to do lehx.. sob...sob.. quite tired it le.. i really cannot take it sometimes.. nobody has make my day man.. except meeting my buddies...

-YzW-

Wahaha.. today wake up at 8... zzZzZ.. feeling quite tired.. but still must wake meself up to go to sch... if not get demerit point again... Luckily today only got 1 lesson which ends around 1-2.. haha...

After that have some group discussion.. haiz... why did they say something which pull my confidence down so much... are they right abt me that what i am doing now is not right.. should i change my way of loving her? i really dunno.. no matter what, i am hurt by what they say about me.. even if they r joking..

during grp discussion quite bored.. coz they keep changing subj and not going along with the flow of the discussion.. ARgH!! haha.. nvm la.. they are my only good good frenz in shatec.. cannot blame them also.. mayb my mood isn't right.. hehe..

Hmm.. tml is her last day of exam.. hope she can continue do well.. haha.. should i call her after her exam? arh.. dunno ..lolx.. zzZzzz... now i know it is so hard to get a good blog skin and design it well .. haha... cannot be choosy!! lolx...

YzW

Muahahaha, finally get myself started with writing blogs.. yeah.. see so much of u ppl writing blog has also inspired me man.. haha.. must get myself committed to it le.. hope it will be interesting...

Hmm... today whole day staying at home except helping out my mum at her shop.. so bored.. nth much to do at home keep chionging maplesea.. lolx.. some may think is childish but it needs a lot of patience and determination.. lolx.. it's tough!!

later going to skool to see tt branjit again.. listening to him toking crap and stupid stuff.. hope it will end early .. haha.. hmm.. dunno can meet up chun they all go have lunch with devin nort.. most prob not la.. haha..

ehhh... missing her so much .. haiz.. hope she can do well in her remaining exams ba... hehe.. so happy she replied me yesterday and today .. but till now i still dun really know what she feels abt me and also wad she is going to do when times come.. dun wanna it to happen the 4th times.. painful .. haha... so tired.. must go slp le.. zZzzZz

YzW

Yu Zheng Way, Wayne aka Eebah Eebah
Age: 20
Single
Going to Army!